Don't freak on me, everyone
this is just a question I've had in my mind for a long time. I just want to see if i can relate to anyone's replies.
So do you deserve a place in Heaven or Hell?
Do you think you deserve gods forgiveness for all your sins?
What do you think?
I know I don't deserve it (at least i think i know.) I've had that mentality for a long time, ever since i went to church as a little kid i've always felt that since i describe myself as worthless that i shouldn't have a spot in heaven. Looking at what I've done through out the years, it pretty much gives me a right to go to hell i guess. Sure i didn't commit crimes like murder or steal but still..
It's hard to explain now.
Even now as i grow older I'm starting to question myself.
Do i deserve his forgiveness or i is that i just don't want it?
According to the "christian version" of heaven, I'm going to hell.
I'm not buddhist, but I believe in a lot of the core buddhist values. Perhaps in time I'll officially convert, kinda hard to do in a small white town that has as many churches as it does bars. Not a whole lot of people that share my point of view sadly.