ectogasm
(?)Community Member
- Report Post
- Posted: Sat, 30 Jun 2012 05:48:08 +0000
Mega Lya
ectogasm
Time definitely goes by fast, way too fast.
I didn't realize it was going by either, "Oh, only a few months." turning into half a year.
Now it's not so much the act, it's the thought.
And now people are going to come in here, thinking we are here for attention.
Call us whatever you like, it's not going to change our situation and if it does, it could make it worse. But it won't effect me in any way, tis the internet.
I didn't realize it was going by either, "Oh, only a few months." turning into half a year.
Now it's not so much the act, it's the thought.
And now people are going to come in here, thinking we are here for attention.
Call us whatever you like, it's not going to change our situation and if it does, it could make it worse. But it won't effect me in any way, tis the internet.
It's hard for people to understand self-harm in general. They don't understand why we do it and why we can't "just stop" I never understood it either until I went through it myself--I don't blame them or anything. It's probably just a maturity thing in some of them too.... because what if they have a child one day and they self harm? They're not going to tell their kid to "go and just die," or anything.
Sure, there a lot of things that can go with this and there a lot of things that are even triggering and part of getting through self-harm is to get a way to deal things that are triggering.
For me, nothing really triggers except the thoughts of me doing it.
And I can't understand what people think "You might as well die, you're such an idiot" although I did think negatively at first but like I said, you have to experience it. It doesn't put me down at all it just makes me wonder.
The mindset they have is not the right one either, I assume.
For me, nothing really triggers except the thoughts of me doing it.
And I can't understand what people think "You might as well die, you're such an idiot" although I did think negatively at first but like I said, you have to experience it. It doesn't put me down at all it just makes me wonder.
The mindset they have is not the right one either, I assume.