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Mega Lya
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Mega Lya
Oh wow. Are you getting help for what you're dealing with? It's good it's not constant, but it's probably a good idea to get some support with what you're going through.
I've gotten support from close friends and that's about it. No help yet.
My family is aware of it though, I just don't think they're concerned enough.
Why wouldn't they be concerned??
That's good you have a few friends to support you. I would recommend counseling. I was HIGHLY against this at first--but I found a counselor I love. We don't talk about counseling-type-things all the time either. Such as, today she showed me two pictures of her baby son. (He's adorable, btw)
Oh, I'm sure they are but they haven't proven to me that they are.
They'll ask me what's up, I don't give the information they want, they drop it.
I guess it's because they know I won't accept any help at this point and I guess it's because I said "I stopped." but it got bad and I still think about it and rarely I'll do it, first summer with this struggle.
I haven't found any counsellors yet or therapists in my area.
I can see myself being against it.
How is the counselling all in all?
Sorry for the delay in responding,
It's good that you rarely do it--but you just started, hon. I thought it would be a rare thing for me too.... I'm getting better, but for a while I did it every day. More than one time.
Well, my first counselor I hated. I thought she was judging me for my self-harm. I asked if I could be switched and then I was switched to another counselor that I liked and was very upset when I found out she was moving, but it turned out it was for the better, and my counselor I've had for about 8 months now is my favorite counselor. I love her a lot. She's helped me so much and we set goals, and sometimes she "rewards" me, or tries to, if I do really good. Like, she brought me a piece of cheesecake, and we had days we didn't talk about anything and stuff, and she offered to go with me to Coas or a dollar store to chill during our appointment time instead.
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I found it really helpful--but if you're not ready for it, you're not. You truly have to be ready for counseling to gain any insight or help through counseling--but I think once you're able to, it will help you dramatically.