Well, it's a really important friend of mine.
And I know that she's been VERY busy lately,
but I always see her posting online and making statuses about other friends, which makes me think "Why does she have time to talk to them, but she's never replying to me or she keeps disappearing when I talk to her?"
My mind keeps processing all the other reasons why she's not talking as much,
Such as "She's lost interest" or "She only has time for her better friends".
I know, I'm probably just being super clingy, but I can't help but think and miss her and be jealous of the people she's posting about and have the opportunity to talk to her.
I know, a very few of you might say "Oh, that's kind of sweet." but I honestly think that this is very pathetic of me. I never feel like this about people, but I just want to be able to her as much as I was able to before.
Jeez, I sound so dramatic
sweatdrop sorry. I never post stuff like this. You don't even have to reply after you read this. I think I just needed to get my emotions on the table and such. But anyway, i you did read this, thank you for taking your time.