HowlWhiteWind
Let me tell you right now...Being heart broken is...its too ******** painful, having no one to cry to about being heartbroken sucks just as much.
So during the last months of my relationship when my ex was being the worst of he could be. I was starting to fall for my best friend. Lets call him "J" When me and my ex broke up. "J" was there for me to keep me happy and take care of me to make sure I could go thought a day where I smilled and laughed at least once. I ******** in love with this guy ;; J knew this too but said nothing because he wasn't sure if I really was. Well...my other best friend (who is hardly a friendnow) lets call him K. "K" and "J" talked two weeks ago and mentioned how I had feelings for "J" and "K" found out "J" did not return the feelings. So for the last two weeks. "K" has been telling me he doesn't know if J feels the same way about me, and was pressuring me into trying to get with J and then would tell me all these things that "Oh you might get rejected, but rejection doesn't hurt at all and never forget you may be turned down" well pretty much now I am out one best friend. K told me he was unsure about J feelings for me. (Which K knew about, K knew that J didnt like me in that way) so I talked to J and I got turned down, and pretty much K lied to me and kept in the dark about J's feelings....
so now I have no one to ******** cry to about being heart broken ;;
sorry for the confusing rant, I wanted to get this off my chest as I use tobe active here awhile ago.
I would like to say, it sucks that is how things turned out.
Unfortunately for some of us, it just doesn't work out the way we hope with the people we feel something for.
So best to move on and try to find someone else..
If it makes you feel any better, my situation is kind of simillar, but just with one female friend rather where feelings weren't returned, I didn't have the other additional bad bits though...
It sucks ;_;