Aren't you the one who insists "the government" is making you take anti-psychotics or something like that?
Considering the fact that you're coming onto Gaia of your own free will and complaining about this, you're providing us with very few details.
Why is the government pumping you full of drugs? Did you commit a crime? Are the drugs court-ordered, or have you been committed (against your will) to an institution? How old are you?
And I looked up Haldol; it's pretty old, I'm surprised they're using it on you.
No I've committed no crime. Not in institution.
So the Haldol isn't court-ordered?
I'm assuming either A) This person is schizophrenic or B) a troll.
If A, you should try complying with treatment programs and they will stop injecting you with Haldol, which obviously isn't helping you. See what happens when you comply with a treatment program and take other medications. You might find the one that makes you feel good. Give it a try. I used to be scared to death about receiving "treatment", like afraid it would change the person I am, but they did not.