I have a five month old daughter and I am currently dating the father, he is living with me.
I told him last night I wanted a break, stated the reasons and he understood.
I want this break because although I love my boyfriend, I feel that I haven't had much experience on the dating scene.
I've only dated three people.
When I was pregnant, my boyfriend left me and got with another girl.
During that time, I eventually liked someone, let's call him J and he is my sisters boyfriends best friend.
However, he was dating my sisters best friend but they broke up after a few weeks.
Months later, leading up to a few days ago, I come to find out a few days ago that he is into me.
While I want to explore around more because I feel like I will just end up like my mother. (getting pregnant young, feeling this same feeling then eventually just cheating on her husband)
My boyfriend understands and said it's okay but I don't want to just drop my boyfriend who lives with me just because I feel this way.
What drives me away sometimes is that my boyfriend doesn't put enough effort into getting a job, a license or finish school. He wants to but his mind gets so overrun by Call of Duty that he just forgets. I try to get him back on track sometimes. He has money but it's not like it'll last long with no job. My boyfriend is a sweetheart but his sarcasm is so overpowering that in the end it just makes me feel worthless.
While this other guy has his head on straight with a nursing degree (i also plan to pursue nursing), a job, a car and actually is going somewhere in life... he comes off as nicer, thankfully less sarcasm.