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- Posted: Wed, 02 May 2012 02:44:25 +0000
I used to have hope. The reason why I kept goin strong is because I had a wonderful boyfriend and I didn't want to put my mother through any pain if I ever did anything.
My boyfriend cheated on me then left me for the girl he cheated on me with. He then ditched me completely as a friend when his new girlfriend left him. I can no longer speak with him. I did nothing wrong..
My mother no longer trusts me. She could care less for me. I was completely honest with her about everything.. Literally--- Everything. But I llet a lie slip and she found out. This is all my fault and I can't fix it.
I am so incredibly hurt right now.. I don't know what to do. I'm constantly sick and physically/mentally weak. I find it hard to walk without help and I get constant migraines. My grades in college are slipping. I have no one here for me. My mother constantly screams at me, telling me I'm worthless and I'm going to fail in my life.
I really don't know what to do anymore.
Edit: I'm going to get off for the night.. it is late here and I'm dead tired from lack of sleep. Thanks for your replies.
My boyfriend cheated on me then left me for the girl he cheated on me with. He then ditched me completely as a friend when his new girlfriend left him. I can no longer speak with him. I did nothing wrong..
My mother no longer trusts me. She could care less for me. I was completely honest with her about everything.. Literally--- Everything. But I llet a lie slip and she found out. This is all my fault and I can't fix it.
I am so incredibly hurt right now.. I don't know what to do. I'm constantly sick and physically/mentally weak. I find it hard to walk without help and I get constant migraines. My grades in college are slipping. I have no one here for me. My mother constantly screams at me, telling me I'm worthless and I'm going to fail in my life.
I really don't know what to do anymore.
Edit: I'm going to get off for the night.. it is late here and I'm dead tired from lack of sleep. Thanks for your replies.