I don't like socializing either. Everyone I meet is either a complete retard, or is too worried about their appearances. Sure, some of the guys I hang out with are nice to talk to when it comes to games, but they act like circusfreaks when they're being normal. They will whistle to random people, they will try to act cool in front of other people, and they will call other women 'hot' and they'd 'tap that' even if they have a girlfriend.
Yeah I have a hard time finding people I can really relate to, especially if it's just around in my city. I can never find anything that these people have in common with me. So I just never bother to really befriend anyone when I can already tell we wouldn't be good friends.
I also hate small talk. Fricking hate it. It's so ******** pointless. Don't you ******** DARE and ask me 'How are you?' when I will just tell you I hate being asked that, because they don't mean it, and no one wants to explain what's up with them anyway, so they just answer 'fine/good' anyway! So what's the point? Either talk to me if you have a reason to, or ******** off.
But, believe me, there are people like you out there. Just now I was on the phone with my boyfriend, who was complaining to me how he hates everyone in the world for being so normal, retarded, stupid and ignorant. He says I'm the only one he really likes and can relate to. Everyone else he meets are just stupid people he doesn't want to associate with.
It's just where you have to look. I've met plenty of people on the internet that don't make me want to strangle them. I like talking to them, and being their friends (it's how I met my boyfriend, just talking on the internet).
I feel there's no one in my city that I would like, which is why I like the internet so much. I'm bound to find at least someone who thinks like me, right? I'm betting it would be the same for you. Try to just talk more on the internet with random people. You can ignore the people who do not interest you, and you can keep on talking to the people who do seem interesting.
Uhh basically, you're not alone.