darkabyssx
Sounds like you're asexual. There are tons of people who are the same way, so there's no need to worry about it.
Well, I left out a tidbit. I am trans.... pre-op, MtF, and I am into men. Sexually, I AM interested in men, but the act of it still freaks me out. If I have sexual interest in men, does that really still make me asexual?
xChibi Cannibalx
Honestly, the idea of sex grossed me out a lot. I used to believe i was asexual. Going through sexual abuse only made it worse. But after some time, i met my current boyfriend. We took things very slowly. Now, 4 years later, my libido is through the roof. Yea, sex looks weird - really, really weird, but that means nothing compared to the amazing feelings and emotions it has brought me
Which is the thing. I kind of want to experience those emotions, but the .... animal side of it all just shoves me away so bad. I try to tell myself it's okay, but that's not enough. :/
legnanellaf5
Well, you can be horny but not be into having sex. Horny is kind of a psychological thing that has to do with your hormones, but you can ignore it or masturbate or do whatever you want.
Well, my sex drive has since I started HRT, dwindled.... a lot.... but despite me not feeling "horny" down there, it's still like I crave that kind of attention. It's so damn messed up....