Mattie, its okay to talk to me about these things (just dont try to kill yourself again k?).You shouldve just tolk me how you felt.AND MR.HAYDEN CAN BE A DUCHE SOMETIMES.But you know you can rant to me about these things all you like.It took me about 10 minuites for me to read this(Including the time my sister went on Facebook and Youtube)......I wonder if I should write a life story here..........what do you think? Kelly and Krystal do get alot of attention in class for there drawings and stuff.....but your the brains behind most of it.......(that FCAT poster you drew was AWSOME by the way.).My parents divorced when I was 3........it was my birthday (NICE B-DAY PRESENT ALFONZO!)and then my mom got remarried when I was about 7 and lets just say we both (at one point in our lives) where FUGGIN' ******** OSCAR (never called either of them DAD).Get over Jared hes just arrogant,a sore winner/loser and ....... im not going to go on about it.......HEY YOUR NOT THE ONLY AITHIEST (WHEN) IN 5TH GRADE,ME 2! I realy appriciate the random outbursts and comments in class because they leviate the tense moments in class (or when we are all just plain bored in class and almost falling asleep....it helps everyone wake up and laugh).OH MY CRAP!!!! IS THIS REALLY THIS LONG!!???? ah whatever............ .......................................................................................~Mariangelica Hernandez3nodding
If you want to talk to someone about your problems, maybe your mother's not the right person. Try a guidance counselor to sort through your issues and find solutions or ways to improve things. Most schools have one, and they are paid to listen to you. If that's not available, try talking to your father or your stepfather about finding therapy, or continuing to ask your mother.
Hell yeah I think you're depressed. Maybe if you talked to your school counselor about these things she'd be able to make your mom see you more clearly and get you some therapy/medication.
Though, despite it not being all about attention, definitely you do NEED attention, so it'll make you feel a little better I guess if and when you do get some help.
I naturally feel inclined to say "people are shitty" which isn't helpful at all. But, I do think you're a rare type of person and the rest are like cackling hens. Don't expect a chicken to be able to communicate on your level. However, that also doesn't fix the loneliness.
So I guess, I wouldn't mind being there for you if you do want and need an online friend who basically grew up feeling the way you do. heart
The irony is people like you think slapping someone into their senses will work, and it only makes things worse. Congratulations, you're well on your way to becoming a d**k and eventually pushing away the people closest to you.
Can't believe I read all that.
Paragraphs man, paragraphs are helpful for the reader, please understand that most people on this message board want to help, but when the text is hard to read, follow, and understand, they can't be bothered. It's not because they don't want to help, or give advice. It also helps to keep racing thoughts separate, to the other text. I really don't want to be a grammar-nazi, but mixing everything in a big puddle of facts and thoughts in sentences without a sense of grammar, is killing the purpose of the post. Just giving you some tips, for future posts.
Now on to your problems.
Go to your schools counsellor, as to speak to them, about possibly getting a therapist. They will be able to give you all the phone numbers and addresses. Or, you could do a search online to find something near you. It's not hard to find something, and if you happen to get it wrong the first time, try again. Also works to book an appointment at your local GP to ask them for help.