Lantai
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- Posted: Sun, 14 Oct 2012 00:53:49 +0000
So… I’m currently in a pickle with my best friend and roommate.
My situation: I’m poor as balls. I’m currently worried I’ll have to move out of my apartment because I might not be able to pay rent next month. In the midst of looking for a job.
Her situation: She’s never had money before, but now she has tons of it. She wants to go out and spend lots of money.
Our situation: I can’t go out with her anymore. I can’t afford to go to restaurants, to the movies, out dancing, anywhere. I can barely even handle studying on campus with her anymore because I study hungry (can’t afford to pack a lunch) and she likes to buy big meals and eat them in front of me – so I pack up and go home because I can’t really handle it. Also – because I’m currently so stressed and in lots of danger of getting kicked out, I’ve been struggling with the stress. The other day I finally snapped and came home crying my eyes out. I finally told her how worried I was, how worried I was that my friends didn’t like me anymore because I couldn’t spend time with them anymore, etc etc. She watched me, and once I was done, she went back to her textbook without saying anything. Usually, when she talks to me, it’s to tell me about how much money she spent at Costco with our other good friend, how they joined yoga together, how they did all this together, etc. Her mom comes by to say hi to us today, and she says, “Oh, and me and Claudia [the third friend] are going to Las Vegas in winter!” Her mom gave me a look as if to say ‘aren’t YOU her best friend?’
So after her mom left I say, “Aren’t you and I going to Cuba in spring?” She says, “Not anymore. Claudia says it’s sketchy so I’m going to Las Vegas with her in winter.”
In all – I feel like I’ve been traded in by my best friend. That’s really touch because we live together and I’m really aware of how obviously I’ve been replaced. I can’t even make more of an effort to hang out with them because I’m ridiculously poor. I joined a really prestigious group a while ago, so a lot of my spare time is taken up by them, but she gets really mad when I talk about it. I understand it to be because I have time to ‘hang out’ with that group, but no ‘time’ (really money) to hang out with her.
When I try to give her space and time, it gets worse. But I honestly can’t hang out with her when she’s off spending money. For example. I have to go to dinner with her and a bunch of friends tonight. I’m literally going to be ordering a glass of water. She, as she tells me, will be getting the lobster dinner. I’m going to be in agony.
What would you guys recommend in this situation? I’ve already told her how I feel about everything.
My situation: I’m poor as balls. I’m currently worried I’ll have to move out of my apartment because I might not be able to pay rent next month. In the midst of looking for a job.
Her situation: She’s never had money before, but now she has tons of it. She wants to go out and spend lots of money.
Our situation: I can’t go out with her anymore. I can’t afford to go to restaurants, to the movies, out dancing, anywhere. I can barely even handle studying on campus with her anymore because I study hungry (can’t afford to pack a lunch) and she likes to buy big meals and eat them in front of me – so I pack up and go home because I can’t really handle it. Also – because I’m currently so stressed and in lots of danger of getting kicked out, I’ve been struggling with the stress. The other day I finally snapped and came home crying my eyes out. I finally told her how worried I was, how worried I was that my friends didn’t like me anymore because I couldn’t spend time with them anymore, etc etc. She watched me, and once I was done, she went back to her textbook without saying anything. Usually, when she talks to me, it’s to tell me about how much money she spent at Costco with our other good friend, how they joined yoga together, how they did all this together, etc. Her mom comes by to say hi to us today, and she says, “Oh, and me and Claudia [the third friend] are going to Las Vegas in winter!” Her mom gave me a look as if to say ‘aren’t YOU her best friend?’
So after her mom left I say, “Aren’t you and I going to Cuba in spring?” She says, “Not anymore. Claudia says it’s sketchy so I’m going to Las Vegas with her in winter.”
In all – I feel like I’ve been traded in by my best friend. That’s really touch because we live together and I’m really aware of how obviously I’ve been replaced. I can’t even make more of an effort to hang out with them because I’m ridiculously poor. I joined a really prestigious group a while ago, so a lot of my spare time is taken up by them, but she gets really mad when I talk about it. I understand it to be because I have time to ‘hang out’ with that group, but no ‘time’ (really money) to hang out with her.
When I try to give her space and time, it gets worse. But I honestly can’t hang out with her when she’s off spending money. For example. I have to go to dinner with her and a bunch of friends tonight. I’m literally going to be ordering a glass of water. She, as she tells me, will be getting the lobster dinner. I’m going to be in agony.
What would you guys recommend in this situation? I’ve already told her how I feel about everything.