SickandTiredMommyLady
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- Posted: Thu, 16 Oct 2014 14:51:22 +0000
Now I know this wasn't going to be easy peasy, but while I was pregnant my husband and I use to have a pretty healthy sex life. It was great. But since I had the baby, he is just not interested in even touching me at all. Our baby just started sleeping through the night, at 2 months old. I was looking forward to my postpartum check up, to get the OK that we can have sex again. I use to take birth control before we decided to get pregnant, with no condoms. My husband never seemed to be able to "Keep it up" with a condom on, this was before we were married. But due to me breastfeeding our baby, and me not feeling right with taking birth control, we decided together that it would be best to suck it up and use condoms as birth control.
After getting the OK from my doctor, my husband didn't seem much interested in having sex. We did it after a week after my check up, which was a different and weird experience. The second time we had sex was about 2 weeks ago. Both of which he hurried through it, didn't even feel that he "finished" and I didn't even finish either (It felt great but I didn't and I didn't tell him.) There was no cuddling. Just a quick session, bathroom, and back to what we were doing before it, and taking care of baby, who woke up towards the end. This was before she started sleeping longer and through the night. He tells me "Well cuddle later." He knows I love to have cuddle time after sex. But even later, we end up not cuddling.
Sex seems to be more pleasurable to me since having the baby. But he just doesn't seem interested. I walk around in bra and underwear most of the time while I'm at home (mostly due to nursing and it being easier accessible), and he doesn't notice me one bit. I went from 130 down to 110 after having the baby, which is only 4 pounds more than I was before pregnancy. I have very minimal stretch marks. I don't understand why he doesn't want any. I even go as far as to ASK him for sex. Which he says either "It's too late and I'm really tired." "I have a headache" or "Your parents are visiting." Yeah my parents are visiting but they AREN'T staying at our house, so why does it matter?
I try to initiate sex while the baby is asleep, which she sleeps great nowadays, and she sleeps through the night! I feel like my husband touches his playstation controller more than me.
I try to touch him and be sensual with him, and he doesn't do anything but stays there like a statue. Our intimacy is so bad, that I feel almost like he's not mine, when I grope him. It's an odd feeling. Like it's just..Not there.
I talk to him about it all the time, and he just shrugs it off like it's nothing. We don't hug, kiss, cuddle...nada. It makes me feel ugly, and hopeless. And I've had dreams of cheating on him, and that hurts me alot. I don't want to have those thoughts or dreams. But sometimes I wish I could. And that's not how a marriage should be. I just can't keep this up anymore.
I have been SO stressed out, these last few weeks. And I've jokingly said to him "I know why I'm so stressed lately...It's because I need to get LAID." And we laugh and I tell him "But seriously hun, I really think It will help me blow some steam and feel more 'loosey goosey," And then he makes up the excuses.
Tell it to me straight, Life issues. Is this marriage over?
I'd hate to think it's our baby's fault for our declining sex life. But to be honest..the baby sleeps and sleeps. I think HE is the issue!!
After getting the OK from my doctor, my husband didn't seem much interested in having sex. We did it after a week after my check up, which was a different and weird experience. The second time we had sex was about 2 weeks ago. Both of which he hurried through it, didn't even feel that he "finished" and I didn't even finish either (It felt great but I didn't and I didn't tell him.) There was no cuddling. Just a quick session, bathroom, and back to what we were doing before it, and taking care of baby, who woke up towards the end. This was before she started sleeping longer and through the night. He tells me "Well cuddle later." He knows I love to have cuddle time after sex. But even later, we end up not cuddling.
Sex seems to be more pleasurable to me since having the baby. But he just doesn't seem interested. I walk around in bra and underwear most of the time while I'm at home (mostly due to nursing and it being easier accessible), and he doesn't notice me one bit. I went from 130 down to 110 after having the baby, which is only 4 pounds more than I was before pregnancy. I have very minimal stretch marks. I don't understand why he doesn't want any. I even go as far as to ASK him for sex. Which he says either "It's too late and I'm really tired." "I have a headache" or "Your parents are visiting." Yeah my parents are visiting but they AREN'T staying at our house, so why does it matter?
I try to initiate sex while the baby is asleep, which she sleeps great nowadays, and she sleeps through the night! I feel like my husband touches his playstation controller more than me.
I try to touch him and be sensual with him, and he doesn't do anything but stays there like a statue. Our intimacy is so bad, that I feel almost like he's not mine, when I grope him. It's an odd feeling. Like it's just..Not there.
I talk to him about it all the time, and he just shrugs it off like it's nothing. We don't hug, kiss, cuddle...nada. It makes me feel ugly, and hopeless. And I've had dreams of cheating on him, and that hurts me alot. I don't want to have those thoughts or dreams. But sometimes I wish I could. And that's not how a marriage should be. I just can't keep this up anymore.
I have been SO stressed out, these last few weeks. And I've jokingly said to him "I know why I'm so stressed lately...It's because I need to get LAID." And we laugh and I tell him "But seriously hun, I really think It will help me blow some steam and feel more 'loosey goosey," And then he makes up the excuses.
Tell it to me straight, Life issues. Is this marriage over?
I'd hate to think it's our baby's fault for our declining sex life. But to be honest..the baby sleeps and sleeps. I think HE is the issue!!