Tortured Love
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- Posted: Mon, 09 May 2005 20:24:31 +0000
in august of last year i split with what to me was the love of my life. My two best friends helped me to relise i was being cheated on (in a sence), i can handle that but the thing that hurt the most is that he was cheating on me with one of my best friends!
Ever since then i have never got over it. i still love him so much it hurts to see him around me. They went out with eachother for afew months but now its over which hurts even more because my best friend has become extremely depressed by it. I know you may think why the hell is she my best friend still but i couldn't lose her because of a boy, she means to much to me to lose her, she will never know how much she means to me but also, she will never know how much it hurt to find what she had done, after all it was her who helped me to go out with him in the first place!
i don't know what to do for the best anymore my life is tipping upside down all my friends are depressed except for one friend, she may be depressed but she seems to be the only one helping me at the moment the only one that really understands. Sandy thankyou so much you, i know i can rely on you to be there for me if i need you and you know i will always be here for you too. heart *big hug* thanks
Ever since then i have never got over it. i still love him so much it hurts to see him around me. They went out with eachother for afew months but now its over which hurts even more because my best friend has become extremely depressed by it. I know you may think why the hell is she my best friend still but i couldn't lose her because of a boy, she means to much to me to lose her, she will never know how much she means to me but also, she will never know how much it hurt to find what she had done, after all it was her who helped me to go out with him in the first place!
i don't know what to do for the best anymore my life is tipping upside down all my friends are depressed except for one friend, she may be depressed but she seems to be the only one helping me at the moment the only one that really understands. Sandy thankyou so much you, i know i can rely on you to be there for me if i need you and you know i will always be here for you too. heart *big hug* thanks