Its running my life. Im going insane.

[Gimme_Hugz]

At least your cleaning yourself and not doing anything about it at all

[Digital Leviathan]

The blue is back!

Ok well this may sound wierd but please read.

Im obsessed my cleaning myself. soap all over body including v****a and face. Even EYELIDS.
It started three years ago. I had a spot on my arm so i put a pin in it. It was infected and i had medicine and all that. I hated it!!! So now three years on i have another spot. I was sooo scared it would get infected im cleaning ALL of my body.
Is this bad?

How many times do you do it? Once a day or several times? It's not really a problem unless your skin starts peeling severely and such because of it. Could be obsessive-compulsive disorder. See a psychotherapist if you are really worried.