Please don't bump or create multiple topics. LI is a very slow forum. In fact, your last thread is only three threads down from this one at the time of my posting. Unless your thread falls off of the first page, please don't bump or recreate
Don't go around wallowing in self pity all the time. Get some confidence and be happy about who you are.
I don't know about others, but if I were a guy, I wouldn't like a girl who feels sorry for herself all the damn time.
Don't feel that way. 3nodding
Relationships aren't everything and they aren't necessary to make you happy. Sometimes it may feel that way, because who doesn't like a little attention? But it's not what matters. If you have things you enjoy, friends you love, those things will matter more in the end.
Relationships come and go, because for a long time, it's going to be a game of "who's an a** and who's right for me?"
You're still very young. You still have a lot of time before you "end up alone," per sé. I'm sure that you'll find someone right for you when the time comes. There's billions of people in the world and many of them are like you, no doubt.
You're not really going to let such an issue dictate your life, are you? At least when you're single, you don't have to put up with potential cheating, lying, betrayal etc. It really isn't that bad...one day, we will find someone.
Maybe if you keep up that bad and desperate attitude, no-one will date you. Who wants to date someone who can't find happiness within them own selves? Once you can find happiness in yourself, that happiness will show on the outside and people will be drawn in by it. If you have any guy friends, then you could start from there.
You're not even 20 yet. You're still growing and maturing at that age, as are most men. It's normal you haven't found someone you've clicked with yet. You don't need to be in a relationship to live your life. It doesn't add anything to your life currently. Start concentrating on what you have got, not what you haven't. You'll become a lot happier if you do that.