I think I might be a sociopath or something.

[Being Boiled]

So, um.

My life used to be pretty awful. Now it's better. It's not perfect. It's better. I am going places.

I have trouble trusting people. I feel lonely sometimes, but I don't know what I'd do with a relationship if I got one. I don't people very well. I can talk to them without shyness. I just can't maintain relationships. It's hard to describe. I'm not a shy introvert - I just don't love. I can't think of anyone that I really care about. I don't like people.

Ever see the movie there will be blood? That scene where Daniel Plainview talks about how he sees nothing worth liking in people? That's spoke to me in a way I found a little disturbing. People describe me as a jerk. I kind of agree. I'm not moral. I'm not a warm person.

I don't know if I'm broken or just wired this way. I don't know. I don't hurt. I just feel confused.

[SARL0]

plant a garden.
water it, pull the weeds, care for it, harvest it.
i think that would be something that would help you feel less confused and give you seomthing to focus on and feel good about.

[Ashenflame]

Some people don't like dogs, some people don't like people. *shrug* Nothing wrong with it. It's not like you're trying to hurt anybody. Get a pet or plant or hobby if you want something to care about and don't sweat it. =)

[Theodoro]

Perhaps you have schizoid personality disorder.

Do you manipulate people? Are you a narcissist? If you could press a button and get 10,000,000 dollars, but 10,000,000 people would suffer agonizing pain for 10,000,000 years as well, and no one other than you would ever know about it, would you press the button?

[mangachan]

Do you understand that others have feelings, emotions and whatnot?

[Theodoro]

mangachan

Do you understand that others have feelings, emotions and whatnot?

Well, sociopaths understand that very well. And they take full advantage of that understanding.

[mangachan]

SatansLittlePsycho

mangachan

Do you understand that others have feelings, emotions and whatnot?

Well, sociopaths understand that very well. And they take full advantage of that understanding.

Oh well…shoot. lol

[Vailwolf]

Sociopaths are incapable of feeling remorse, guilt or empathy. They could see a puppy being beheaded in front of them and be confused why that would bother anyone. They tend to be manipulative and narcissistic. A true sociopath is very, very rare.

Does that sound like you?

[Nurse Kipsie]

Are you aware of the definition of 'sociopath'?
sad

If so, you may need to admit yourself to a hospital (police will oftentimes escort you) or contact your guidance counselor.

[Theodoro]

If you really want to know who you are, just ask yourself "why am I doing this and what do I want out of it".

If your answer is "I don't know, does it matter?" you're a schizoid.

If your answer is "I want to rule the world, or at least a portion of it" you're a psycho/sociopath.

If your answer is "I am scared" you're an avoidant.

If your answer is "I want attention...I want them to love me" you're a narcissist.

If your answer is different every three hours you're a borderline.

[XVNekioVX]

You just sound anti-social to me.
I'm not a people person. I hate talking. I hate being around people. I hate that they judge me. I hate the way people look at me.
There's not a thing wrong with me. I have seen at least 3 different neuropsychiatrists (long story) and the only thing they think is wrong with me is that I'm depressed and have social anxiety.

[Not Fxcking Cute]

I would talk to a therapist, since self diagnosing is very difficult. However, not impossible.
I figured out I had borderline personality disorder and social anxiety because I like to study these things.
Although it does sound like you may have some qualities of the disorder, I wouldn't jump to such conclusions. I think you may just genuinely not like people. I don't like them either. >u<
However, I don't think this small amount of information could even remotely diagnose you for such a label as a "sociopath". Possibly may have antisocial disorder and even that's a maybe. I would say go see a therapist. Being "wired that way" may be the case, but it will take a professional to help you get unwired. ^ ^''

[Queen Of H3arts]

Minty Butt Cheeks

I would talk to a therapist, since self diagnosing is very difficult. However, not impossible.
I figured out I had borderline personality disorder and social anxiety because I like to study these things.
Although it does sound like you may have some qualities of the disorder, I wouldn't jump to such conclusions. I think you may just genuinely not like people. I don't like them either. >u<
However, I don't think this small amount of information could even remotely diagnose you for such a label as a "sociopath". Possibly may have antisocial disorder and even that's a maybe. I would say go see a therapist. Being "wired that way" may be the case, but it will take a professional to help you get unwired. ^ ^''

i, too, have borderline personality disorder and anxiety. mine, is generalized anxiety. i have to go for therapy for both

[Not Fxcking Cute]

Queen Of H3arts

Minty Butt Cheeks

I would talk to a therapist, since self diagnosing is very difficult. However, not impossible.
I figured out I had borderline personality disorder and social anxiety because I like to study these things.
Although it does sound like you may have some qualities of the disorder, I wouldn't jump to such conclusions. I think you may just genuinely not like people. I don't like them either. >u<
However, I don't think this small amount of information could even remotely diagnose you for such a label as a "sociopath". Possibly may have antisocial disorder and even that's a maybe. I would say go see a therapist. Being "wired that way" may be the case, but it will take a professional to help you get unwired. ^ ^''

i, too, have borderline personality disorder and anxiety. mine, is generalized anxiety. i have to go for therapy for both

I only have social anxiety. It runs on my fathers side of the family and sadly, I had faced an issue that made it much worse. But because I handle myself rather well, people tell me I do not have the anxiety disorder. Funny, a doctor diagnosed me and because it isn't something they can see, I'm shunned. My borderline personality is the worst of all. I feel like I don't even know myself at alll...

[Theodoro]

klein_eine

You just sound anti-social to me.
I'm not a people person. I hate talking. I hate being around people. I hate that they judge me. I hate the way people look at me.
There's not a thing wrong with me. I have seen at least 3 different neuropsychiatrists (long story) and the only thing they think is wrong with me is that I'm depressed and have social anxiety.

Anti-social doesn't mean you aren't a people person. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anti-social_behaviour