I just want to cry

[Emrinne]

I would suggest that everyone in this thread, especially the OP, steps away from it. OP, you need serious therapy, and anyone winding you up needs to find good things, instead of sad things, to do with their time.

It isn't nice to lie, it's pitiful. It's not nice to be cruel to others either.

[octothing]

i dont think anyone here hates you......i think theyre genuinely concerned and trying to give you advice that you really just dont want to hear. i understand that you must be worried, but this isnt an okay thing to do. you need to leave her alone..shes scared of you. this is unhealthy for both of you, not to mention probably illegal. if you loved her, you let her go for her own happiness, right?