How do I stop from being SUICIDAL?!

[Allergic Eraction]

Denkou Soshiatae

No I don't own a gun.

And I'm not some bratty melodramatic teenager who wants to kill her self because "her boyfriend Johny dumped her" or something like that.
It didn't even have anything to do with a brake up.
I have been thinking for QUITE A WHILE why i even keep myself up on my feet. When I was still close to him, someone that i looked up to told me that none of this was really, but I took it the wronge way. What i hear was "This is all pointless"
TO be honest, what IS the point. All we do is get up, do some crap that either maeks us happy or sad, then we go back to sleep and wltz with or subconcious.
I used to LOVE life and I was finally hoping that my life would start to be happy, and then for some reason when one SMALL thing happened, something that i thougt was no big deal and that I thouhgt I would get over, I started questioning EVERYTHING to a basically unhealthy extent.
I have always told myself that I was jsut being melodramatic, or that it would pass, or that those weren't y tru feelings, untill the words
"I don't wan tto be alive" actually registered in my head, and then i knew that I should really try to do something.


I guess I should have known beter then to put this up. I almos tneve rget good advice becuase people are so bias against teenagers these days.
Pople are always saying that nothing is a bog deal anymore, as if us teenagers have lost the ability to have REAL issue. We haven't.

It has nothing to do with being biased against teenagers, and everything to do with knowing that when you're feeling like that, you either get over it, or find some way via therapy/meds, whatever.

The internet's not going to be able to help you.

Unless you're looking for advice/encouragement, in which case, refer to my first paragraph.

[iAethereality]

Denkou Soshiatae

iAethereality

If you knew you would get this sort of answer on the net, why did you post it?

Honestly, don't take this the wrong way and I will be blunt. You are young and if whatever relationship you had is over, it's over. You'll meet someone someday and will make everything perfect. It just take time, effort, and patience. Something you gain with growing up.

This is why there is therapy or people at your school that will help you. You have to make the effort and not let depression or angst get you down each time. It is a two way street; either lay down in a hole or get up and find something in life again. That is why everyone always has something to live for.

Haven't I already said that this has nothing to do with a brake up?
Heartbrake doesn't equal a brake up.

Sorta of sounded like it. Either way. Everything else I said still stands. Good luck.

[Gentlesquid]

Denkou Soshiatae

xXBigBossSquidXx

Denkou Soshiatae

And I'm not some bratty melodramatic teenager

Coulda fooled me.

Gee thanks, that's jsut what i need right now.
You are excactly the kind of person I'm talking about.
I don't need comments from poeple like you, I need comments from people interested in helping me.

You're a teenager(barely), and you'll either move on from this or feed on it like it's actually a serious matter. That you don't actually have your whole life ahead of you filled with endless possibilities you refuse to see.

You've decided to obsess about taking your own life/attention whore because you probably need a hobby to keep yourself from being upset over a tweenage relationship and the amount of time you spend obsessing about 'what's it all worth?'

[Alex Pat]

I'm going to try not to quote any corny quotes from an after-school special.

I don't know you, and I probably won't get to know you in life. What I do know is you need to talk to someone in your life. If you can't talk to your mom, talk to a councilor if your school has one. Call the National Suicide Hotline (1-800-SUICIDE).

You are loved, whether you know it or not.

[Hideous and Sexy]

~If you don't pay your exorcist...

The fact that you're seeking help (on the internet or not) instead of doing it is probably a step in the right direction. Talk to a counselor or a teacher if you think your mother won't take you seriously. If you think she'll institutionalize you, she takes you more seriously than you thought, and it will prove that she cares enough to get you help. 3nodding

You're only 14, you have your whole life ahead of you.

~Do you get repossessed?

[Vivalan]

Alex Pat

I'm going to try not to quote any corny quotes from an after-school special.

I don't know you, and I probably won't get to know you in life. What I do know is you need to talk to someone in your life. If you can't talk to your mom, talk to a councilor if your school has one. Call the National Suicide Hotline (1-800-SUICIDE).

You are loved, whether you know it or not.

Call in the next ten minutes to get a free inflatable razor blade! dramallama

No, really, this guy has a good number for you to get advice from a live person, so you don't have to deal with online trolls and whatnot. If that doesn't work and you want to talk to one person, I'm open for PMs. (:

[candekitten]

you don't have any goals because you have not made it apart of your life to make goals. you can make small goals each day and write to do list. and you have nothing to look forward to because you don't see yourself beyond what you are feeling now. I think you need to get out of your comfort zone and meet new people; positive people that won't suck energy and life out of you like how you do that to yourself. I have had those feelings, but now i realize that i didn't do anything at that time to make my life better. I had help from a friend and I came to reality and opened my eyes. i hope you can realize that too. You can't just do the same thing everyday and hope for something to happen, you have to get there yourself. its hard i know.

[St Vinsent Vadaken]

tell your mom.. maybe she really does need to go all out on you sweetie ^^ anythings better than dying

live long enough to realize that dying is a big mistake

[blood bailey]

well im glad some ppl are helping her, but some of you guys are just makeing it worse, like i noticed some ppl yelling at her in the first page (not going 2 name ppl) that is soo not ritght 2 do (sory if im miss spelling anything,i suck at spelling) but seriouly do not put more prusre onb her like wtf stare

[A_Kaylor0924]

I'm extremely suicidal. have been my whole life. I've tried to kill myself in multiple ways. (tried shooting myself in the head but my dad got to me and took the gun from me, tried hanging myself but the rope broke, tried drowning but your body makes you come up, tried speeding on the wrong side of the road but started thinking about the people I would hit and my gf and there's several other ways) It's real hard to not want to kill yourself. But the way I get through it is, think about how it would affect my girlfriend. She's the love of my life and the last thing I want to do is hurt her. Everytime I talk about how I want to just die, she gets very upset and starts to cry. I could only imagine how she would be if I would really kill myself. She's the only thing that gets me through this thing called life. If I didnt have her, I would of been in the ground a long time ago.

[Denkou Soshiatae]

I MUST thank Heel the World for yelling at me, to be honest. i wouldn't have listened to him if he had.
He said that i have to much to be happy and thankful for to kill myself, and he is perfectly right. And so now I am happy and seeeing all of the little things that i always love.
By the way I was also sick last night, I was very cold and bored and on medicine, which possibably added to my syconess.

[Zarow]

Please, please, please, please, please, please don't write poetry until you learn where your apostrophes do and don't go.
Also, no "reason's" stated, so no help given.

[darkgamer2]

Denkou Soshiatae

Heal the World

Denkou Soshiatae

No I don't own a gun.

And I'm not some bratty melodramatic teenager who wants to kill her self because "her boyfriend Johny dumped her" or something like that.
It didn't even have anything to do with a brake up.
I have been thinking for QUITE A WHILE why i even keep myself up on my feet. When I was still close to him, someone that i looked up to told me that none of this was really, but I took it the wronge way. What i hear was "This is all pointless"
TO be honest, what IS the point. All we do is get up, do some crap that either maeks us happy or sad, then we go back to sleep and wltz with or subconcious.
I used to LOVE life and I was finally hoping that my life would start to be happy, and then for some reason when one SMALL thing happened, something that i thougt was no big deal and that I thouhgt I would get over, I started questioning EVERYTHING to a basically unhealthy extent.
I have always told myself that I was jsut being melodramatic, or that it would pass, or that those weren't y tru feelings, untill the words
"I don't wan tto be alive" actually registered in my head, and then i knew that I should really try to do something.


I guess I should have known beter then to put this up. I almos tneve rget good advice becuase people are so bias against teenagers these days.
Pople are always saying that nothing is a bog deal anymore, as if us teenagers have lost the ability to have REAL issue. We haven't.

Oh STOP IT. Seriously. Just stop it. You have TOLD yourself, over and over, "There is no reason to be alive." and you've convinced yourself of it.

What is the point to life? You make your point. Yeah. You are born, you live, you die. You make your life what you want while you are alive. You ARE being a bratty melodramatic teenager, wanting to kill yourself because you think life has no point. Life is not about finding one single point, there is no one single point. You create what you want, you make it what you want.

Suicide is horrible and selfish, and by being SO into it, you are being bratty. You have an entire family who loves you, friends who love you, and taking yourself out of this world because you don't feel like fighting for a better life is so self centered.

Life is not that hard. It's not as bad as you think it is, but you've convinced yourself it is. People are starving all over the world, don't have a crumb to eat. You have a home, food, clothes, and a computer to play with; be HAPPY for what you have, appreciate it, and that within itself, knowing how much you really have, can start to improve things.

Everything except bratty I agree with.
I'm not asking for advice on how to kill myself, and I'm not posting this to get out to the world that i have 3 weeks to live or whatever, I'm posting this because I want someone to tell me how to NOT be suicidal. Hence the title.
And beleive it or not, your post DID make me feel better.

You want us to tell you not to kill yourself......... what is our motivation in this?

[Absolute Zero 0K]

rolleyes

[Shoutius Loudius]

Alright, I'm going to add my thoughts into this.

I'm going to assume you truly feel like this, and you are seriously considering it. My advice to you is to sit down, and remember all the people in your life that love you. Think of how much they love you. If you really need to talk to someone, the internet probably isn't the best place to seek advice because you will get assholes who will just call you an idiot, or tell you you're just being a stupid overly dramatic angsty teenagers, as people in this thread have kindly already proved.

Someone already posted the hotline you can call if you need to talk to someone, its a good idea. If you don't want to call, talk to a trusted loved one. Whether its your best friend, your mom, anyone you trust will help you and not just assume you're just looking for attention. Someone who will take you seriously, and not just blow you off.

Life may seem to have no point but really its what you make it. If you make your life as something shitty, it will be shitty. So, its up to you to make it better. You're young, you have a long life ahead of you. Don't throw it away because you feel like you have no reason to live. You do. Remember those people who love you. Because people do. Your family, your friends...you're loved. Remember that.

I hope things start to look up for you. I really do.