Shot in the Facebook
We actually have a lot in common then..
I've tried having journals. I usually end up forgetting to write in it and it just collects dust. I don't even know what to write.
I usually end up writing the stupidest s**t. I'll start with something completely unrelated to what's really bugging me and then as I keep writing it molds into a monologue about how much my life isn't going the way I want it to. *shrug* You just have to like, give it time to come out of you. Or something.
I draw in my journals too, so sometimes I'll end up with a page of discombobulated, overlapped doodles instead of actual words. Whatever makes you feel better is what will work; it doesn't really have to make any sense.
Most of my journals make zero sense to anyone else who tries to read them. And purging them with fire is always therapeutic too. Sometimes I dispose of them by burning them. It oddly helps.