dark_luver
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- Posted: Sat, 12 Mar 2005 16:33:02 +0000
I am so afraid of being around my eleven year old sister, Storm. If she gets mad she will yell at me and beat the s**t out of me. I don't know what to do. The only thing I do is punch her in her stomach and push her to the ground so I can run and hide behind my mom or my ex boyfriend Jon. I want to stop this and get along with her better. But I am to afraid that any given moment she will blow up and beat the s**t out of me. She lowerd my chances of getting pregnant by 5 percent. Not a big differnce I know, but you have to understand, I can't live with coming home afraid to see my sister. She is almost always starts an arguement so that I can answer and she can beat me up. Or if I don't answer she will tell me to answer or she will hurt me so bad I would be in the hospital. I only hurt her in self defense and even after that I go into my room and start crying. I cry because I hate to hurt her, I dont know what to do. Several ideas have crossed my mind such as running away or killing myself. If I run away I will end up dieing because I am very sick. If I kill myself I will leave and probally hurt the only one that seems to give a damn about me, Matt. And I don't want to leave him. So please, if you have any suggestions, post them in here and PM them to me. Thank you so much