Justbreathe11
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- Posted: Thu, 25 Dec 2008 06:35:46 +0000
This is a mule, by the way.
All right, here goes. Sometimes I bruise myself on purpose because I think that it feels really good. This first started a few years ago when I would always wear this one pair of jeans that had a little hole on the back of its thigh leg. People absolutely loved to poke that spot for some reason. At one point, it got so sore and red and bruised, but it felt nice. I can't explain it.
And it's not like I'm doing this to hurt myself. I honestly don't know why I find this to feel so good or exciting, I honestly don't. Most of the time, it's just an accident. I was in class the other day and I pressed my eraser into my leg without really thinking about it. When I realized what I was doing, I did it harder and the rush of blood to the area made it sensitive and it felt almost like an orgasmic and sensual type of feeling. My mother noticed that spot on my leg and I really want to know if there's something wrong with me or if I'm a total freak. I asked my mom if she ever did this, and she looked at me with the strangest expression on her face. Any advice, please?
All right, here goes. Sometimes I bruise myself on purpose because I think that it feels really good. This first started a few years ago when I would always wear this one pair of jeans that had a little hole on the back of its thigh leg. People absolutely loved to poke that spot for some reason. At one point, it got so sore and red and bruised, but it felt nice. I can't explain it.
And it's not like I'm doing this to hurt myself. I honestly don't know why I find this to feel so good or exciting, I honestly don't. Most of the time, it's just an accident. I was in class the other day and I pressed my eraser into my leg without really thinking about it. When I realized what I was doing, I did it harder and the rush of blood to the area made it sensitive and it felt almost like an orgasmic and sensual type of feeling. My mother noticed that spot on my leg and I really want to know if there's something wrong with me or if I'm a total freak. I asked my mom if she ever did this, and she looked at me with the strangest expression on her face. Any advice, please?