Depression

[777star777]

Depression is apart of my life ...off and on torture...
From a young age of around 11 I had slight depression ..as I got older I got worse and worse..
Trying Suicide, cutting , burning , over dosing , and whatever else you can think of I have tried...
As you can see .. I'm not the happiest person .. Or the person who finds the best in any situation...
I thought I had control over it from last July.. But since about December my depression has come back with a vengeance .. Maybe this is me reaching for help.. Or maybe I just tired of all this agony..,

[MirokuMule]

Seek help from a professional.

If you've been doing self harm and thoughts of suicide, seek the help.

You'll feel like it's not worth it, but dude, it's worth it, no one deserves to feel as it they can't handle being alive, and no one should self-harm to relief the pain they feel.

[777star777]

MirokuMule

Seek help from a professional.

If you've been doing self harm and thoughts of suicide, seek the help.

You'll feel like it's not worth it, but dude, it's worth it, no one deserves to feel as it they can't handle being alive, and no one should self-harm to relief the pain they feel.

I went. To professionals for 4 years....

[MirokuMule]

777star777

MirokuMule

Seek help from a professional.

If you've been doing self harm and thoughts of suicide, seek the help.

You'll feel like it's not worth it, but dude, it's worth it, no one deserves to feel as it they can't handle being alive, and no one should self-harm to relief the pain they feel.

I went. To professionals for 4 years....

Did you get medication?

[777star777]

MirokuMule

777star777

MirokuMule

Seek help from a professional.

If you've been doing self harm and thoughts of suicide, seek the help.

You'll feel like it's not worth it, but dude, it's worth it, no one deserves to feel as it they can't handle being alive, and no one should self-harm to relief the pain they feel.

I went. To professionals for 4 years....

Did you get medication?

Yep.

[MirokuMule]

777star777

MirokuMule

777star777

MirokuMule

Seek help from a professional.

If you've been doing self harm and thoughts of suicide, seek the help.

You'll feel like it's not worth it, but dude, it's worth it, no one deserves to feel as it they can't handle being alive, and no one should self-harm to relief the pain they feel.

I went. To professionals for 4 years....

Did you get medication?

Yep.

What kind of medication, and how long were you on them?

[777star777]

MirokuMule

777star777

MirokuMule

777star777

MirokuMule

Seek help from a professional.

If you've been doing self harm and thoughts of suicide, seek the help.

You'll feel like it's not worth it, but dude, it's worth it, no one deserves to feel as it they can't handle being alive, and no one should self-harm to relief the pain they feel.

I went. To professionals for 4 years....

Did you get medication?

Yep.

What kind of medication, and how long were you on them?

Selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors[Antidepressants] .And I think only 3 weeks.

[Spirit Reborn]

Hey luv,
Was there anything during December and onwards that happened to trigger your depression?

[777star777]

Spirit Reborn

Hey luv,
Was there anything during December and onwards that happened to trigger your depression?

July I met someone I cared for deeply,who helped me threw all the agony And around December into Jan. I lost that person.. Plus my mom started working a lot again so I stress over taking care of my little brother to. & etc.

[Barf Junman]

Personally I just do my absolute favorite thing constantly, have you ever kissed a really cute boy ?

[777star777]

Barf Junman

Personally I just do my absolute favorite thing constantly, have you ever kissed a really cute boy ?

Everyone has different perspectives of "cute".

[Barf Junman]

777star777

Barf Junman

Personally I just do my absolute favorite thing constantly, have you ever kissed a really cute boy ?

Everyone has different perspectives of "cute".

Yes but there is right and wrong isn't there?

[777star777]

Barf Junman

777star777

Barf Junman

Personally I just do my absolute favorite thing constantly, have you ever kissed a really cute boy ?

Everyone has different perspectives of "cute".

Yes but there is right and wrong isn't there?

I guess.

[Twin Suns Three]

777star777

Selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors[Antidepressants] .And I think only 3 weeks.

Why did you stop taking them after only three weeks?

[Spirit Reborn]

777star777

Spirit Reborn

Hey luv,
Was there anything during December and onwards that happened to trigger your depression?

July I met someone I cared for deeply,who helped me threw all the agony And around December into Jan. I lost that person.. Plus my mom started working a lot again so I stress over taking care of my little brother to. & etc.

I'm sorry to hear that..
Sometimes people come and go in our lives through no fault of our own. Have you tried making new friends? I find it helps to have a network of support- you don't have to deal with this alone.