I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what you must be feeling right now, and you've probably had enough people giving you their sympathy over the past few days. You have every right to be in pain right now, but I want you to know that things will get easier. It will take time, and maybe that emptiness won't go away completely, but I believe that you'll be able to find it in yourself to keep going. I really think your parents would have wanted you to have a good life. I wish you all the best, and I hope you remember that there are people who want to help you.