So my boyfriend and I have been dating for 3 months now, we're both 18 and getting our lives started. He lives ibn florida andafter is gointhe to college there, while I currentlywas live in texas with my mom and step dad (only turned 18 a few months ago). When we first started dating everything was amazing, there wasn't a silent moment in our calls and when I visited, everything was like a dream, but since we're both introverted, thre was a lot of quiet... well, I met his room mate and he and I started talking and ended up talking about really deep stuff before my bf got back and we both stopped talking about our feelings. In the two hours that my bf was gone, his room mate had found out more about my past than I ever want my bf to know. That was the first time I doubted anything. When I went back to Texas, the calls got quieter and quieter until it was mostly just sending eahother links... in the mean time, I've been holding a job, but finding it hard to keep going here, every second that I live in my stepdad's house the worse I feel and the more I want to give up on life. Due to nearly silent calls and my general lack of interest in talking to him, i'm really starting to doubt that we can be anything, but I need out of this house and he seems like the only way out...
TL;DR: i'm doubting my relationship with my boyfriend, but he's my only escape out of a place that brings mass amounts if depression. (Also, might have a crush on his roommate) What do.