Dolly Wolly
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- Posted: Thu, 20 Nov 2014 18:02:37 +0000
PyroPoncho
-> I will definitely try the breathe in-and-out technique. It seems helpful. The "accepting it" thing is something I've been working on for a very long time now. It's just difficult for me, because I feel that in accepting it, I only get worse.
-> Referring to the "challenge thoughts", there is a teeny, tiny happy voice in my mind sometimes, though. I refer to him as "Hoppy", and he would tell me one in a blue how I'm so smart, how he's there for me, how I can be someone if I try.
But it's like my "demons" just overpower him, and speak loudly over his encouragement. That's the only way I can describe it, I guess.
-> Therapy is definitely something that I think I need as soon as possible, because I don't think I can do all that you've said without help. It makes me feel powerless, but after so long, I think I am at this point. I also used to think that I was so strong, and everything I felt was nothing I couldn't overcome. Though before I didn't really know specifically, anything wrong with me. I suppose now that I am aware of everything it just became more "real".
I really will aspire to be OK, and cope better, like you.
Thank you so much for this. heart You have no idea how happy inside it makes me feel to not feel alone with all my problems.
It really does feel better when you have other people with a deeper understanding of the true pain you feel, unlike (dare I say) "normal people."