I've had one girl friend all of my life, one that was serious, committed, all that jazz. Late last year, lasted a month and a half, we broke up, that was that. It was mutual, sad, but we remained friends, which was important to me.
Ever since (and even a few times before then), every single girl I've met that I have discovered have endearing qualities that I find I could possibly see myself in a relationship, I do some very cautious and normal flirting (because honestly, as girls love to say, they dont like making the first move), and all seems to go well.
Here's the issue:
Every single time, and I wont even say ALMOST every single time, every single time, they either are taken and for SOME REASON wont let me know that when it's very obvious I am showing romantic interest, or they lead me on knowing full well they are taken just so they can use me to cheat. Yeah, it's happened before. Someone chose ME to cheat one someone with, without my knowledge. Its bad enough to know you've been used, but add in knowing you ruined a relationship, and it just gets worse. I tend to almost always blame myself, because something among the lines of not knowing a girl was taken affected me just today, and all I did was blow up on myself. I was mad, angered, sad, and disappointed and completely blamed myself for thinking a girl was perfect for me while not realizing that, ******** HEY, there are probably a handful of guys who have thought the same thing and probably done something about it long before I did.
Really, what I want to know is why I can attract the perfect friends, but not the perfect friends that I could possibly date.