Am I abusive?

[Allen Ruan]

I've been self-harming for a few years. I really need to stop. And I have. For 6 months. In replacement to that great feeling, I torture my cat to feel happy...Well, "alright" and able to function. I torture my cat instead of hurting myself. Is this a step in better-ness or worst?

I'm so confused. I love hearing his little squeaky meows. Those little meows that are a cry of help...Or a simple "stop it" meow. He's so cute that I would like to squeeze him to death. I love holding him and hugging him until I feel like he's suffocating and can't breathe. I love his little pink nose, and how he sneezes. He's so soft and fluffy. I wish I could sleep with him at night, but he's an outdoor cat. Is something wrong with me? I never get to see him since I'm not allowed to go outside. But sometimes when my parents are working, I sneak out and play with him.

[Kevalan]

I don't mean to make you feel bad, but, thats not only wrong, but thats illegal.

Self-abuse is better then abusing another living thing.

[Allen Ruan]

Kevalan

I don't mean to make you feel bad, but, thats not only wrong, but thats illegal.

Self-abuse is better then abusing another living thing.

No offense taken, I have no real feelings --except for the love of my cat.

It's a strange kind of ambivalence. I love him so much but I just want to hurt him until he croaks. Am I sick and twisted?

[ToxicRainbowFullOfLove]

Well I say you should torture yourself. Kill yourself slow and make it really painful. Anyway get to it, troll!

[Allen Ruan]

ToxicRainbowFullOfLove

Well I say you should toture yourself. Kill yourself slow and make it really painful. Anyway get to it, troll!

That's not funny, and it's really mean.
I'm being absolutely serious!

[ToxicRainbowFullOfLove]

Allen Ruan

ToxicRainbowFullOfLove

Well I say you should toture yourself. Kill yourself slow and make it really painful. Anyway get to it, troll!

That's not funny, and it's really mean.
I'm being absolutely serious!

You know, it is pretty funny. Because I happen to be absolutely serious too.

[Allen Ruan]

ToxicRainbowFullOfLove

Allen Ruan

ToxicRainbowFullOfLove

Well I say you should toture yourself. Kill yourself slow and make it really painful. Anyway get to it, troll!

That's not funny, and it's really mean.
I'm being absolutely serious!

You know, it is pretty funny. Because I happen to be absolutely serious too.

I'm not a troll. I'm a 14 year old girl...I was just wondering if what I'm doing is wrong, am I bettering myself from self-injury?

[FuzzieFriend123]

Why aren't you aloud to go outside? Are your parents worried you'll get hit by a car or something?

I honestly think you're more subject to beastiality than abuse... but that's just me...

[Allen Ruan]

FuzzieFriend123

Why aren't you aloud to go outside? Are your parents worried you'll get hit by a car or something?

I honestly think you're more subject to beastiality than abuse... but that's just me...

My parents give me no freedom...They're overprotective and everything is "dangerous".

What's beastiatlity?

[ToxicRainbowFullOfLove]

Allen Ruan

ToxicRainbowFullOfLove

Allen Ruan

ToxicRainbowFullOfLove

Well I say you should toture yourself. Kill yourself slow and make it really painful. Anyway get to it, troll!

That's not funny, and it's really mean.
I'm being absolutely serious!

You know, it is pretty funny. Because I happen to be absolutely serious too.

I'm not a troll. I'm a 14 year old girl...I was just wondering if what I'm doing is wrong, am I bettering myself from self-injury?

Troll, girl, boy, young, or old. Doesn't matter to me. I still will give you the same advice so just take it. The world will be better without you wink

[Crsnowkitten]

If you are serious then you, your parents and a counselor need to sit down and have a talk. Hurting the things you love is not a good habit to cultivate. And if the pain of a pet that you love does not move you then how long before the pains of people you love will lose affect? But you most definitely should not kill yourself and no one on here should be so irresponsible with their words to suggest that you do. Yea this may be Gaia and the internet...but the laws are changing to make people more accountable for what they do and say online.

[Allen Ruan]

Crsnowkitten

If you are serious then you, your parents and a counselor need to sit down and have a talk. Hurting the things you love is not a good habit to cultivate. And if the pain of a pet that you love does not move you then how long before the pains of people you love will lose affect? But you most definitely should not kill yourself and no one on here should be so irresponsible with their words to suggest that you do. Yea this may be Gaia and the internet...but the laws are changing to make people more accountable for what they do and say online.

What makes you think I'm not being serious!? We don't have a counselor, they cost money. I know. I hate rude people. I'm really not a troll, and I do want honest opinions on what (if anything) is wrong with me...Thanks for the advice.

[FuzzieFriend123]

Allen Ruan

FuzzieFriend123

Why aren't you aloud to go outside? Are your parents worried you'll get hit by a car or something?

I honestly think you're more subject to beastiality than abuse... but that's just me...

My parents give me no freedom...They're overprotective and everything is "dangerous".

What's beastiatlity?

Well I don't think they're being over the top. If you were my child I would just throw you in a padded cell.

Go look up beastiality on urbandictionary.com and then report back to me what it says wink

[ToxicRainbowFullOfLove]

Yeah don't care really. Anyway seriously get a life, this is like the hundredth time someone posts an idiotic thread about torturing their pet cat.

[Allen Ruan]

FuzzieFriend123

Allen Ruan

FuzzieFriend123

Why aren't you aloud to go outside? Are your parents worried you'll get hit by a car or something?

I honestly think you're more subject to beastiality than abuse... but that's just me...

My parents give me no freedom...They're overprotective and everything is "dangerous".

What's beastiatlity?

Well I don't think they're being over the top. If you were my child I would just throw you in a padded cell.

Go look up beastiality on urbandictionary.com and then report back to me what it says wink

I honestly cannot tell if you're kidding me or not...We've talked about mental facilities, but they cost too much money. They know I have a serious problem...They just can't figure out what's wrong with me. I don't talk to them, so they have no idea...

Sexual intercourse involving a human and a lower animal.?

THAT'S DISGUSTING.

I still think sex is gross too, and wrong.