Watching You, Watch Me, Watch You. {private}

[DigitaLove]

This is a one x one with me and Captain_Alex_Roe

So ju go way noa! xD

[DigitaLove]

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[color=postingcolor][b]hello there my name is[/b] [/color][ Full Name]

[color=postingcolor][b]But you can call me[/b][/color] [ nickname]

[color=postingcolor][b]I was born about[/b][/color] [age] [color=postingcolor][b]years ago.[/b][/color]

[color=postingcolor][b]If you could stop talking about me [/b][/color] [ personality traits and bio]

[color=postingcolor][b]My secret life[/b][/color] [ username ] [/size]

[CatCAR]

hello there my name is Lucille Silva

But you can call me Lucky

I was born about 18 Years ago

If you could stop talking about me I was born without friends or family, the moment my eyes met the world I was alone, abandoned at birth, I was always alone. My life from there wasn't very different, I want from carer to carer, like a package handed to one person to another until no one wanted me. I was old enough to take care of myself, so I decided to become independent and not depend on others. It didn't turn out to well, through I was highly educated, I didn't have a home, clean clothes and a good meal. No one would hire me, I smelled, I was tired, I wasn't pleasant to look at, so I was always shooed away like a dog, I tried to earn money with music, I was talented with the violin, but I got little from it, there came the point when I had to sell my violin to put food in my stomach. Eventually I sank to the point where I had to beg on the streets for money, anything just to get a little food in my stomach. I began to hate the world and everyone in it. I watched as children begged for toys, man gambling, women complaining all the time. I couldn't stand how they had so much yet here I was with nothing. I began to become cold and angry, yet I really just wanted to be a kind person, deep inside I wanted nothing more then for someone to reach there hand out and giving a helping hand. But people simply passed by, as if I wasn't even there. Days went on, then the time came when even begging didn't give me enough money, so I decided to kidnap someone. Even through it went my values and beliefs, it was the only way for me to survive. I saw this girl, she seemed like an easy enough target, through I waited patiently for the opportunity to strike, through really, was I actually able to even go through with this?

My secret life Captain_Alex_roe

[DigitaLove]

Hello there my name is → Malaya Nicole Salters ←

But you can call me → Ma-Ma{may may}, La-La{Lay lay}, MaLa{may-lay}, Nicky. Any name is really fine by her though. ←

I was born about → 17 ← years ago.

If you could stop talking about me → Malaya, what could really be said about her? If you asked her, she was pretty average, just another person in the world. But there was hundreds of people who knew her name. No, she wasn't ever on tv, she had never written or sang a top song on the radio. She was known for her volunteer work, she volunteered in everything, animal shelters, homeless shelters, soup kitchens, you name it, she's most likely been a part of it at least once. To bad that wasn't something people could just see about someone, because she hated being only noticed by her looks, she knew she looked damn good, but that wasn't the only thing about her, but to asked most the people she knew it was the only thing about her. But that was besides the point, the point was, she was a good person, she grew u in a good family and a nice home, so she just wants to help people who are less fortunate. ←

My secret life → DigitaLove ←

[CatCAR]

Lucille walked quietly, trying to remain hidden as much as possible. It wasn't to hard to notice him, he was dirty, smelly and wasn't making a great effort to be stealthy. Maybe he just wanted to get noticed so he didn't have to go through with this. But still if he got caught then he might actually starve to death. He gave an annoyed sigh, as he kept to the sides, people looking at him in disgust as if he was someone kind of rat. That was what annoyed him the most, judging someone just because of there appearance. 'Don't judge a book by it's cover', that was one of his most favorite sayings. Despite this well known saying, people always seemed to know what a person is like just by looking at them. Lucille would never do that, he would make an effort to know the person, he couldn't just assume to know someone just because of how they looked. After all even the prettiest of roses had there thorns.

He gave a sigh as he returned to looking at the girl he was tailing, he had been doing this for a few days now, he was actually surprised that the girl hadn't notice her. In the few days he followed her he had actually learned quiet a bit about her without actually talking to her. She was generous, she been in soup kitchens, animal shelters, orphanages, all the time she was helping someone. This made it difficult for him, she was... kind, she was one of the rare people in the world who actually gave a helping hand to those in need. But he was in to deep now to turn around, if he didn't see this through to the end, there might be no tomorrow for him.

He gave another annoyed sigh, why was he such an idiot, if he was smarter he wouldn't have to do this. In truth he was actually smart, it was just his damn appearance that always put people of. No matter how smart he was, if he walked up to an interview with tattered clothes and an unbearable stench, who would actually hire him? No one in the world would. He kicked the can on the ground and it went flying into the air. He was rather angry these days, it seems like everything just pissed him off. He sighed once more then went back to carefully following the girl.

[DigitaLove]

Malaya, a pretty young girl with long red hair, bright amber eyes that looked like flickering flames in the night, her porcelain skin, legs that seemed to go on forever, nice wide hip, a flat firm stomach, almost a perfect hour glass shape, and the way she walked and her body swayed, it was almost to much for any man, or woman not to stop and stair. So there wasn't many people that would notice him really, from their eyes on her. But there was something more about her, something that couldn't be seen, she had a heart of gold. In fact, she was coming back from helping out in a soup kitchen now, she had been there all day almost, she had served a good two hundred homeless men, women, and even children. It was pretty close to being dark now and she was just heading home, she would take a long, hot shower, then head straight to bed.

Of course, Malaya hadn't really noticed the man following her the past few days. It wasn't because she didn't think he was good enough to be noticed like most people it was just she was around people just like him all the time so it wasn't really a new or strange thing to her. She had even had people follow her home, never for the reason he was, but to make sure she got there okay. She helped a lot of people, had even let people come and stay in her home. Her parents was never there, so she had the place to herself, they was always gone for work, months at a time and only staying home around a week.

It wasn't long before she was going up the few steps to her front door and the searching her her purse for her keys as a gentle breeze hit her and kinda blew her feather soft hair into her face. "Damn, where did I put those things at?" She asked herself softly, not being able to find her keys for the moment, then again, it was most likely because of all the stuff in her bag.

[CatCAR]

Lucille watched as she arrived at home and seemed to be searching for something in her purse. He took a quick look around, it area was empty, not another soul in sight. He took a deep breath, today was the day he thought, there wasn't going to be another chance like this anytime soon. If he didn't do it now... he might not survive to see another opportunity. He produced a gun from his pockets, it wasn't a real one of course, it was just a water pistol. But it was a pretty darn real looking gun. In the dark it would be hard to tell the difference. "Forgive me... but I had no choice" Lucille whispered to himself before moving quietly behind the girl.

"F..F.FREEZE!" Lucille shouted, his voice was all shaky and nervous, if she had turned around and looked at him, she would have seen his hand shaking. He was nervous... and most of all scared. He didn't want to do this, but he had no choice, there were little option, and they all resulted in some crime. This seemed to be the safest out of all the options he had. Through he was starting to second guess himself. "Don't move and don't shout or anything" Lucille said, his voice was trembling so much it was hard to tell what he was saying.

"If you s.s.shout I w.wOn't hes.hesitate to s.s.shoot you" Lucille stuttured, he couldn't believe he was actually saying this, his whole body couldn't believe he was doing this so it was going against him.

[DigitaLove]

Malaya wasn't really paying attention to the world around her she heard someone come up behind her though and was about to turn around and give him a gentle smile and ask how she could help him now that she had found her keys. But before she could do that she got a glimpse of the gun and heard his words. "Epp!" It was actually kinda cute the way she had done that, but it was her way of cutting of a scream that had wanted to come out. She was almost to scared herself to notice the say he stuttered and how his voice shook but she did notice it, and from the short look that she got of him, he was homeless, and looked really thin and pale, no dought he hadn't eaten in a long time. But she coraporated and lifted her hands up so that he could see them, her keys hanging on her middle finger by the key ring.

Malaya couldn't tell that the damn gun wasn't real, and she didn't wanna get shot, but even if she had known, she would have done the same thing, she was a bleeding heart type of person. Clearly the guy thought this was his last resort. "Umm... w-w-would ju like t-t-to come in?" She asked in a shuddering voice as her body trembled a bit. She figured that if she could get him inside, let him clean up a bit and maybe make him something to eat, maybe she wouldn't get shot? Of course most people would have started screaming, or just get him in jail for this at the first chance they got, they wouldn't be thinking about why he was doing it or whatever, and in truth, she should be ether, he pulled a gun on her and was threatening to shoot her, she should mace him and call the law, but not little miss goody goody, she things she can save the world, and she sure trys to

[CatCAR]

Lucille was a bit surprised by her reply, who on earth would invite someone holding a gun and threatening to shoot them into their own house. Lucille couldn't stand it anymore, it wasn't him, he could not do it, he could not simply harm someone, especially her. She gave to the world, he couldn't harm a person like that. He dropped the gun to the ground, "I'm such a freaking idiot!" Lucille shouted at himself, he was angry, not at others now but at himself. "I'm sorry, please forgive what I've done... I understand if you wish to turn me in... I know I would" Lucille said.

Lucille gave a gentle sigh, now that he thought about it, he would be better of in jail. He would have somewhere to sleep, food, hey it was better then living on the streets with nothing but scraps to eat. But still, he didn't like the idea one bit, he despised jails, he understood what they were for.. but still he disliked it. It was just a place for criminals to gather, nothing more and nothing less. But still.... he guessed he would wind up there one day.

[DigitaLove]

When Malaya heard him drop the gun she was a little confused by the sound it made, it was plastic? With a sigh she turned around to face him, finally getting a good look at the guy who had just bee wanting to shot her with a fake gun. Once she looked him over she turned back to her door, sticking a key in and opening it. "Come on in and ju can explain to me why ju did it." She said as she stepped inside and then out of the way to look at him so he could come in, she hoped he would, she could at least help him out a little and figure out why he thought he had to do that.

Malaya gave him a little reassuring smile. She's done this for a few people, and a couple of the times some things had come up missing, so why did she keep letting people she didn't know into her house? Because she was to nice and loved to help everyone, besides, he looked like he could use a bite to eat.

[CatCAR]

Lucille looked at her again, she was still willing to invite him into his hard, just who was this person? He knew this person was nice, but he never knew she taht this nice. He stepped in, he didn't know why but he just did, he didn't know why he did anything these days, his life had no purpose, no direction. He gave a small sigh, he felt so bad right now, he didn't know what to do or how to act. He had just threatented this person. Now he also had to explain himself... explain why he did it. It would be a long story, one he probably couldn't tell all at once. His life has been anything but pleasent, a history of pain, suffering and sadness. He has many challenges, so many, where to being he wandered?

[DigitaLove]

Closing the door behind him Malaya went into the kitchen. "Ju can start explaining at any time, I've got all the time in the world." She told him as she opened the fridge and started to pull things out, she was just going to make some burgers, nothing really great, but she was sure that would be enough for him seeing as he clearly hadn't eaten in awhile. Why was she not just coming right now and telling him that she was wanting to help him out, give him some food, let him take a shower and get into some nice clean cloths and give him a place to sleep? Because some people was proud, so she would just pretend to wanna hear this from him and in the mean time, fill his belly.

[CatCAR]

Lucille gave a small sigh, he didn't want to tell the story, but he felt that it would be rude for him not to, after all he had just held this women by gun point... even if the gun wasn't real. Where to start he wandered... well where else but the beginning, that was a good place he thought. "You know how they say the first thing one hears is the gentle heartbeat of there mother, well the first thing I heard was silence... nothing but silence" Lucille said. "From the moment I was born... I was alone, I don't know what I did, but my parents rejected me at birth. I wander to this day why they abandoned me, was I not planned? Did they see me as some kind of monster? or maybe they just simply disliked me... I don't know, but what I do know... is I've never seen my parent's face... nor heard their voice" Lucille said as he felt his eyes welling up. It was hard for him... to remember this, it was said that babies couldn't remember stuff, the ability to create memories wasn't developed until about age 3. But Lucille could remember it as clear as day.

"I remember when I turned 1, I was in an orphanage.. the people there were very kind to me. They gave me presents and set up a party just for me. But... none of the children would play with me... I remember trying to interact with them... but it was as if I wasn't there to them.... sorry I guess all the stuff I said doesn't really matter, if you want it in short... I'm just a poor abandoned fool who wanted some food.... but if you want to know how I got here, how I came to sink so low as to hold you by gun... then I'll be happy to share the whole story with you, not all at once through... if that's okay" Lucille said with a gentle sigh. So many memories, so much to explain, how he got here... that was one big question for him.

[DigitaLove]

Malaya gave him a small smile. Was a sad story but it wasn't his fault or anything, he was given up at birth, that was the fault of the parents so he shouldn't feel like it was something he did wrong, some people just wasn't fit to be parents. "That's just fine, ju have plenty of time ju can talk whenever ju want." She told him as she took out a frying pan then looked up at him again now that she had everything out and looked him up and down. She figured he might find it nice to get cleaned up while she cooked. Walking from around counter she placed a hand on his shoulder. "Come on Ju can get cleaned up while I cook if ju would like." She told him with a gentle smile.

Of course it was all his chose, But Malaya was still offering it to him, all she would have to do is find some cloths that would fit him, that wouldn't be to hard she had quite a bit of cloths just for these occasions and by the time he got done she would be done cooking and he could eat.

[CatCAR]

"That would be nice... maybe when I'm clean I'll finally be able to get a job... After all, the first thing your judged on when getting a job is your appearance. Why is that? Why is it that people always judge someone by ones appearance? I bet the first thing people notice about you is your beauty, right? The first thing I noticed about you was defintly your kindness... wait no, the first thing I thought was that you looked like an easy target..." Lucille gave his head a small slap. "Whoops... that probably something I shouldn't have said" Lucille said giving a small sigh, You idiot now shes probably gonna turn me in Lucille thought.

"But really now, you have a heart of gold, something I bet no one has ever seen, people one was only memorized at your beauty, that all other thing simply fade away" Lucille said.