Nirai Kanai Lanai
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- Posted: Sat, 06 Feb 2010 22:29:35 +0000
Cassiel

Cassiel could not remember how long he had been a slave. After the initial shock of capture and the growing realization that escape was impossible the days began to blend into one another. There were some more filled with pain and humiliation and others filled with deprivation and mind numbing tedium but all of them repeated at some time or other in an endless cycle. He had only the vaguest memories of a time before this, a war between heaven and hell, when he had a warrior fighting demons and not a slave for their amusement.
Sometimes he still dreamed of flying, spreading his wings and soaring in an endless sky of blue, gliding effortlessly between the clouds. Waking from such dreams to find himself again in a cold bare cell was worse than any torture his cruel masters could devise. Even if he found a way to escape, he'd never fly again anywhere but in his dreams. One of the first things the demons did to him was clip his wings. They were useless now.
Compared to that, falling was easy. An angel without hope soon loses faith and purpose too. At first he'd tried to fight it. He tried to stay strong and not let the demons break him. He couldn't ever remember why he bothered now. It only made them come down harder on him until finally he could not longer see why anything he had thought important before mattered. He had no greater purpose than to suffer at the whim of his cruel masters.
He sat as he always did when his masters had no particular purpose for him in a small cell useless wings wrapped around himself to try and keep out the chill of the cold stone. Cassiel had the cell to himself since they dragged away the other occupant, an angel who had been there even longer than him. They'd never spoken, the demons had ripped out that one's tongue long before Cassiel was dragged to the cell as a fresh captive. It had been a few weeks now and Cassiel knew his cell mate wasn't coming back. It was pointless to ask what had happened to him. Perhaps he'd been sold or traded to another demon, or perhaps their entertainments had been too rough and he had died. Cassiel could hear screams somewhere down the hall. It wasn't that unusual. He turned his face to the wall and tried to ignore them. It was just another day in hell.

Cassiel could not remember how long he had been a slave. After the initial shock of capture and the growing realization that escape was impossible the days began to blend into one another. There were some more filled with pain and humiliation and others filled with deprivation and mind numbing tedium but all of them repeated at some time or other in an endless cycle. He had only the vaguest memories of a time before this, a war between heaven and hell, when he had a warrior fighting demons and not a slave for their amusement.
Sometimes he still dreamed of flying, spreading his wings and soaring in an endless sky of blue, gliding effortlessly between the clouds. Waking from such dreams to find himself again in a cold bare cell was worse than any torture his cruel masters could devise. Even if he found a way to escape, he'd never fly again anywhere but in his dreams. One of the first things the demons did to him was clip his wings. They were useless now.
Compared to that, falling was easy. An angel without hope soon loses faith and purpose too. At first he'd tried to fight it. He tried to stay strong and not let the demons break him. He couldn't ever remember why he bothered now. It only made them come down harder on him until finally he could not longer see why anything he had thought important before mattered. He had no greater purpose than to suffer at the whim of his cruel masters.
He sat as he always did when his masters had no particular purpose for him in a small cell useless wings wrapped around himself to try and keep out the chill of the cold stone. Cassiel had the cell to himself since they dragged away the other occupant, an angel who had been there even longer than him. They'd never spoken, the demons had ripped out that one's tongue long before Cassiel was dragged to the cell as a fresh captive. It had been a few weeks now and Cassiel knew his cell mate wasn't coming back. It was pointless to ask what had happened to him. Perhaps he'd been sold or traded to another demon, or perhaps their entertainments had been too rough and he had died. Cassiel could hear screams somewhere down the hall. It wasn't that unusual. He turned his face to the wall and tried to ignore them. It was just another day in hell.
Hope is that thing with feathers that perches in the soul and sings the tune without the words and never stops... at all.
