Peace Through Pain Is Pleasure(oneXone)

[xX_niikisaurus]

❝ 2am; where do I begin,
Crying off my face again.
The silent sound of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed.❞

Alexzandria noticed Kyler stir in his sleep. Soon enough he was awake, staring at her. Alexzandria squirmed uncomfortably. He smiled, it was the first time she had seen him smile and well... he had a really cute smile. In a whispered voice she heard him whisper thank you. "You're welcome," she replied quietly, picking at her nail polish. She watched as he slowly sat up and even though he was pretty close, she didn't move. Sure, she was slightly uncomfortable but she made herself stay where she was so she got used to being near him. Besides, she had know idea how long he was staying. She watched as he snatched a cookie and stuffed it in his mouth. Surprisingly, Alexzandria giggled. "Hungry?" she asked in a quiet voice. Once finished with the first he grabbed another. He called her Alex, no one called her that. But it seemed like a nice nickname. He asked her how old she was and she looked at him in the eyes.

She could tell he was wondering if she'd even say anything. Hell, Alexzandria herself was wondering the same thing. But she did in fact quietly say, "Seventeen." That made her realize she had no idea how old he was, so she curiously asked "How old are you...?" Alexzandria was surprised she was actually talking to someone other then her parents. What surprised her even more was the fact that the person she was talking to was a very very cute teenage boy. She watched as he ran a hand through his hair and noticed how blonde it was. It suited him. She yawned and then noticed he was looking at her. She could feel herself blush slightly.

She heard him ask if her piercings hurt, which confused her because she noticed he too had some piercings. But she shook her head and quietly said, "No. They had to put me on laughing gas to do it... ya know... cause of the whole Anthropophobia thing..." And just because he asked her she cocked her head slightly and curiously asked in a quiet voice, "Did yours?"

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most...
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

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[Vegas In Flames]

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Ｋｙｌｅｒ Ｓａｇｅ Ｂｒｙａｎｓ
Pain, without love.
Pain, I cant get enough.
Pain, I like it rough.
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.

✘ Kyler listened as she spoke. She even giggled for some odd reason Kyler couldn't put his finger on, but she was slowly starting to get used to being near him, he could see it in her eyes. He licked his lips and looked at the half empty plate of cookies and a sheepish grin found his face and he picked up the plate and held it to her. "Want some? I might eat them all.." He laughed quietly, scratching the back of his head with his other hand. "Cool, I'm seventeen too!" He said, taking another cookie from the plate. He stuck it in his mouth and nibbled on it. When she spoke about her piercings, she mentioned her phobia of people and society he heard so much about. "If your scared of people and society in general, why were you outside in the park tonight? And no, they didn't hurt. They felt good, yenno... 'Cause I've got algophilia." He said, shrugging his shoulders.

The girl was seemingly less lively when she wasn't scared of him, she wasn't screaming or inching away from him. Something told him to lean in and close the space between them so he could see her reaction, but another part of him didn't want to scare him, so he placed the plate on her lap and leaned back, away from her. He stared at his wrist, the blood had seeped through the bandage, but it wasn't dripping everywhere. "So, how long do you think I'll be able to stay here?" He asked her, "My parents kicked me out for a while." He was sure he already told her, but he wanted to say it again, to justify his reason for staying.

[xX_niikisaurus]

❝ 2am; where do I begin,
Crying off my face again.
The silent sound of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed.❞

Alexzandria watched as Kyler smiled sheepishly and offered her some cookies saying he might eat them all. She folded her hands in her lap and shook her head. "No thanks... You need 'em more then I do" she said quietly. She smiled slightly when he mentioned being seventeen too. It helped her calm down a bit to know that they were at least the same age. When he asked her why she was out in the park that night Alexzandria grew silent. "Uhm... my parents fight about me a lot. And sometimes it gets to the point where my dad wants to send me somewhere to get help..." Her voice trailed off and she glanced up at Kyler. Then she continued, "I was sitting in my room and I heard him coming towards my room. So I kinda just freaked out and jumped outta my window... and just... ran."

She looked at him, he looked slightly confused, but she could see in his eyes that he understood. After she stopped talking he suddenly changed the topic and answered her question about his piercings. He said something about algophilia. It sounded familiar but she didn't really know what it was. So, quietly she curiously asked, "Algophilia... what's that...?" She watched as he leaned back away from her as if she had a disease. She grew confused and her face showed it. But she was still a little too shaky to move closer. So she just stayed where she was and watched as he stared at his bleeding wrist. The band-aid was already covered in blood. Pretty soon he'd need a new one. Gently and hesitantly she took hold of his wrist, "I think you need a new band-aid" she said in her quiet voice. Slowly she got up and walked into the bathroom where she grabbed every box of band-aids she had.

Walking back into the room she sat back down on the bed next to him. This time a little closer. So close in fact that if he leaned in a bit there faces would be inches away from each other. She did this unintentionally of course. In fact she didn't even notice it. She just gently took hold of his arm and gently pulled the blood covered band-aid off. Placing it in the garbage can next to the bed she looked at his wrist, it was still bleeding. A lot. She looked at his wrist and then at him. Curiously she asked "Uh-uhm... you want me to get my dad? H-he's a doctor... he can probably stitch this up..." She watched as he grew slightly nervous. And she quietly added, "I can lie... say that you walked up from behind me when I was cutting a bagel or something and accidentally cut you..." Seeing as he wasn't willing to get it stitched up she shrugged and gently wiped off some of the blood with her shirt and put who knows how many band-aids on his wrist.

Alexzandria looked at Kyler when she was done putting the band-aids on his wrist. He asked how long he could stay and mentioned that his parents kicked him out for a while. Why? She didn't know, but he probably told her parents why and didn't bother asking. She shrugged slightly. She looked down at her hands and began to pick at the nail polish on her nails. "For as long as you'd like. My parents love having people... since most guests get totally freaked out by me and leave as soon as possible." She glanced up at him to see him looking at her and then she quickly went back to picking at her nails.

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most...
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

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OutOfCookies;; Kinda sucks. I didn't know what to post so I just wrote random s**t.