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✗~Alexial Cross Evers ~ ✗
Freshmen
there's this girl, and she writes poetry on her arms.
when people ask her why, she tells them it's so she never forgets.
but really she just wants other people to read her words and to tell her she's beautiful.
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Freshmen
there's this girl, and she writes poetry on her arms.
when people ask her why, she tells them it's so she never forgets.
but really she just wants other people to read her words and to tell her she's beautiful.
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Still dazed from her sleep and panicked from her nightmarish memories, Lexi crawled towards her desk and got a steady grip before trying to get up. She stumbled towards the door, vision clearing up a bit. Almost instantly she remembered where she was and falling asleep on Sam's shoulder last night. He must've brought her to her room once the movie was over; that much she couldn't remember. Wait, Sam. That noise that shattered through her panic attack. She quickly turned the knob and forced the door open as fast as she could.
"[********, Sam." she screamed watching him punch the door and fall down almost lifeless. There was blood and glass everywhere, but that's not what Alexial was worried about. She ran over to his body as fast as she possibly could. "Sam." she shouted at him again as she joined him on the floor, her throat beginning to close by the end of his name. His eyes were glossed over and he was unresponsive. Tears started pooling in Lexi's eyes as she reached up to his neck to see if she could get a pulse. She could barely breathe, but she knew exactly where to look, she had seen this done this many times unfortunately.
The first was her father. She herself wasn't the one who had looked for it; she had watched her older brother do it. She can't exactly remember where they were, or where her mother was, but she knew there was no pulse, and shortly after, red and blue lights. The second was her older sister, Summer. When Lexi was about nine years old, her sister was 17. They were both told to watch the house that afternoon while their mother went out to the grocery store to find something for lunch.
She hadn't really been all that close with her sister, no one had. At age 13 she had been diagnosed with major depression disorder. Since then, she had been institutionalized for attempted suicide. She had been out for a year with regularly scheduled therapy and medication. Of course, none of this was known by Alexial until her brother told her when she was a little bit more grown up. Back then, all that Lexi knew was that she was 'sick' and shouldn't have been left alone.
That point was only clear to Alexial when she had found her lifeless body in the garden below her window. Her small hand reached down to her cold neck, but there was nothing. She didn't know what to do, but she knew that her big sister needed love sometimes, so she curled up beside her and wept until their mother came home. At her funeral, Lexi knew the song that her sister would have wanted to play. It was a song she heard Summer sing a dozen times before. Asleep by the Smiths; Lexi knew all the words and owned the vinyl.
A year later, her mother was involved in a collision with a drunk driver a block away from their house. Liam and Lexi rushed to the scene of the crash to identify the body and witnessed the paramedics try to read her pulse - pulse that was never found. The other driver walked away with only a broken arm and a bit of whiplash, the a*****e. That left Alexial in her brother's care. Together they had witnessed their whole family crumble, but he wasn't here this time.
So with she shaking hand, Alexial reached down to Sam's neck and was a bit surprised to feel the accelerated heartbeat of her bloody friend. Although she had wondered what had happened, she was very relieved that death had not found its way back to her. She seriously wondered what had happened though. Was he unconscious? Did she upset him? Or did something happen while she was sleeping? She held no answers to these questions, but it looked like the one who did was beginning to join her again.
"H-hey there." she said warily, backing away from him slightly. His hand did look like it was in bad shape, and she could smell alcohol on his breath. "S-sam? Are you alright? W-what happened?" She could barely get her words out, but her tears on the other hand, they were flowing freely. She just hoped he was alright. "Do you think I need to get a first aid kit..... or call an ambulance?" If not for Sam, for herself; her chest felt tight and her breathing was really irregular. She really was feeling light-headed and her vision was fading in and out as well. She hadn't really eaten since she had arrived or much on the ride up. It was really unhealthy, especially since she didn't have a diet very high in protein.