A slight girl sat against the wall to an abandoned structure. It used to be a bakery, or so she guessed from a fractured sign tapping mournfully against the window. Nobody wanted to buy the little place, so it remained a destitute hiding place "to keep safe in."
She hated it. The day she was permitted to go outside, she had to stay in the dusty remains of a shop guarding the food her mother managed to get her hands on. It would have been more fun to stay at home.
Her finger twisted a thread of pale hair around itself as she made foot angels on the unswept floor. It provided no entertainment, eliciting an aggrivated cry.
It was a difficult life, sharing her very existance. She loved her brother, surely, but she was itching to stop sharing. Everything she owned was his; her clothes... her face. Sometimes it felt as though words that passed her lips were really spoken with his tongue.
She reached out and picked "inconspicuously" at a loaf of sweet bread. Only half of the crumbs made it to her mouth, the rest dropped to the floor lazily. At least it gave the room some life.
Thats what the teen wanted more than anything else. A life. There was only so far an adoration for your family could take you. She wanted to be in the thick of it all. She wanted to talk to people and make her way. At the very least she wanted to wear clothes that fit.
With the twins growing more and more differant everyday, their wardrobe had to evolve. Aeon's shoulders were broader than her own, her waist slimmer than his. Everything was catered to an infuriating androgeny.
Getting to her knees, Eilir looked through the dingy window longingly at a dress shop across the way. She whimpered sadly before turning, a pout on her face, and sitting back down with enough force to lift a modest cloud of dirt.
"Child!"
She winced at the sound of her mother's voice. What a dreadful nickname. It didn't suit her at all, but Mama never used their names in public, opting for vague pet names that sounded more like insults.
Her familiar footfall reached the cracked window and her face appeared behind the glass, tapping a double-time to the sign opposite the door. "Come on, we better start home."
The daughter nodded reluctantly. Great. A whole day wasted on errands.
She gathered up two of the baskets and set them outside the door, letting the parent wrestle to add them to her load while she retreived the remainder. A few yards of cloth, some sort of meat wrapped in paper to keep away the flies that landed anyways... a boring fare. A boring trek home, a boring dinner... When was it going to be her turn to taste excitement?
Her blue eyes turned upward to her mother. Mama didn't say much for talking as much as she did. As she grew, she realized how many things her dear mom didn't tell her. She knew nothing of how she had grown up. What were her parents like? What was her house like? There was never mention of her present lot, either. Why did they live so far out of town? Why did she keep her face down when they were in public?
She frowned a little. Maybe there would be a day for those questions, for now the pair walked in a comfortable silence.
Within the hour, their little cottage came into veiw, prompting the girl to hasten to the door. Maybe she'd spin a tale out of her day, a real story to tell her baby brother. Its not like he was in any place not to believe her, afterall. Perhaps she will have seen a talking mouse behind the wall of the bakery? Or the ghost of the baker's murdered mistress? Or maybe just...
"Aeon!" She flung the door open. "Today sucked!"
That was eloquent.
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Christine smiled, watching her daughter bound for home. They were close, the two of them, even if they refused to admit it. She was glad for that... They needed the company.
Guilt twisted her stomach. The poor things... trapped like menagerie animals. They weren't allowed the luxury of summer friends or spring romances. They weren't allowed to attend the festivals their peers reveled in.
What a life she had built, forcing her young children into isolation for her sins.
She sighed, trying to regain composure. She only hoped she prepared them for the world outside. Once they were capable, setting them free would be the best thing to do.
Afterall, she never knew when the past would catch up to her.