Haplack Neko
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- Posted: Wed, 14 Nov 2012 05:57:28 +0000
@O.O As intrigued as I am by this, I won't force you to tell me lol
A little to the left, a little to the right
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Matt was brought out of his iconic thoughts of Layla by her announcing her leaving. He couldn't help but to watch her go. He remembered her departure from the gym when he graduated. Watching her go was a painful event for Matt. He would never admit it to anyone, but he almost cried. The one person he had bonded with over the past four to five months left without an closure. It was disconcerting to him. But, he understood the predicament she was in, and he dealt with it as such. There was no reason to moan and groan about events out of their hands. He knew that Layla would likely be there for him, and his family, if she could have been. And that is all that mattered to him. He took a moment to look around and note the lively decorating that Layla had done to the apartment. Having a woman's touch was definitely an advantage to him. His apartment would always look good, smell nice, and remain clean. He was almost positive that Layla was cleanly as he was. Matt always found himself cleaning his home. Cleaning after his brother Sean, and his parents. A dirty house almost upset him to the point of depression. It was funny. A clean house has a major effect on ones mood. Matt wondered briefly if that was an OCD trait, or a gene mutation that linked chemicals in the brain to the stimulation of perceiving a clean house. It was highly improbable, but it was an interesting deduction nonetheless. Matt moved to the couch, where he sat down quietly and blinked a few times. It was quiet in the apartment. No steady noise. An occasional footstep could be heard from the floor above him, if he was straining his hearing, but other than that, it was dead silent. It was almost eerie to Matt. He didn't think he would be able to take such silence, always having a radio going or some ambiance in the back ground. Something to keep his mind off of the void that clung to the room. Reaching over, he turned on a lamp and watched as the shadows flashed across the room, jumping into their respective corners and leaving Matt to contemplate the great mysteries of life, yet again.
He pulled his hands up to his eyes, and studied them a lot. Matt was doing this a lot lately. He would stare at his hands and ponder things, such as pigment, and the genes that were coalesced to make the hand before him. What his specific gene make up was, and if there was a specific mutation within him that made him who he was. After all, that was all he was. A perfect combination of genetic mutations and non-mutated pairs of amino acids. His blues eyes, and hair color were all the effects of genetic diversity that ran rampant among the Gaian community. Everyone had their own ways of perceiving it, but Matt only saw different gene pairs. Was he overly analytical? He didn't believe so. He only saw the world in a different light then most people. Where some saw the sun and light, Matt perceived a Hydrogen giant, giving off rays of radiation that lit up the surrounding area. Where people saw diversity among a population, Matt only saw the difference a mutation in the gene sequence could make. Did that make him detached from most humans, or humanoid creatures? Well, he didn't know really. That was what scared him. His unknowing detachment to sentimentality. It didn't matter, he knew he felt love, and compassion, which Layla had shown him. And if that still showed that he was detached from a human type of sentimentality, then so be it. He didn't care to change who he was, only what he could become in the future. Matt may be intelligent, but that didn't mean he enjoyed over thinking the situations given to him. For example, he wondered constantly if he should make some sort of relationship oriented advance, or if he should play the continuous role of boyfriend. The rational left side of his brain would constantly tell him that time was a factor in the equation of successful relationships with Layla, but his artistic right lobe would argue that his heart felt that they were ready for so much more. It was all the confusion built up into the ball of nervousness and sarcasm that Layla called her own. Matt. Wow. Matt realized how incredibly depressing his thought process had become.
Upon hearing the door open, he peeked over to see Layla grabbing cloths and waltzing to the bathroom. His interest peaked, Matt slowly pushed himself off the couch and moved to the edge of the front-room, being able to see down the hallway. Blinking a bit, he decided to try an 'experiment'. Matt was curious to see what Layla truly saw in him. And what she saw passed, to be with him. He wanted to know what exactly pushed her to love him, an overly intelligent werewolf who was more sarcastic than compassionate. Seeing her walk out with a batman shirt on, Matt laughed quietly and shook his head. "Wonderful shirt. I didn't know you supported me so openly." he joked and watched her walk to the kitchen, where she hopped onto the counter and began to search for restaurant numbers. Narrowing his eyes, Matt could only see the bottom half of Layla, the cabinets above the island blocking off most of the view into the kitchen. He looked towards the wall slightly, grabbing his other arm as it dangled by his side, looking all the part of a lost and nervous child, Matt let his ears come out, and his tail unfurl. He hated to shape-shift. He hated to change his appearance. He hated what he was. But, he wanted to know more than anything what Layla would do if she saw him openly flaunting such a thing around. She never really got to see it often, due to Matt's open protest, but he figured she would be interested in it now. Moving into the kitchen, Matt walked in front of Layla, and picked up the phone book, moving it to the side carefully, and then placing his hands on either side of her. Matt felt nervous about all of this still, but he knew that it meant nothing more than being close to Layla. Pushing himself forward, he slowly wrapped his arms around her waist, and set himself squarely in front of her, hugging her close. He didn't know exactly what to say at that moment, his words were gone. Matt's mouth was open but, he had nothing to come out, only a blank expression on his face, his ears arched forward, and tail curled slightly up over his shoulder.
He pulled his hands up to his eyes, and studied them a lot. Matt was doing this a lot lately. He would stare at his hands and ponder things, such as pigment, and the genes that were coalesced to make the hand before him. What his specific gene make up was, and if there was a specific mutation within him that made him who he was. After all, that was all he was. A perfect combination of genetic mutations and non-mutated pairs of amino acids. His blues eyes, and hair color were all the effects of genetic diversity that ran rampant among the Gaian community. Everyone had their own ways of perceiving it, but Matt only saw different gene pairs. Was he overly analytical? He didn't believe so. He only saw the world in a different light then most people. Where some saw the sun and light, Matt perceived a Hydrogen giant, giving off rays of radiation that lit up the surrounding area. Where people saw diversity among a population, Matt only saw the difference a mutation in the gene sequence could make. Did that make him detached from most humans, or humanoid creatures? Well, he didn't know really. That was what scared him. His unknowing detachment to sentimentality. It didn't matter, he knew he felt love, and compassion, which Layla had shown him. And if that still showed that he was detached from a human type of sentimentality, then so be it. He didn't care to change who he was, only what he could become in the future. Matt may be intelligent, but that didn't mean he enjoyed over thinking the situations given to him. For example, he wondered constantly if he should make some sort of relationship oriented advance, or if he should play the continuous role of boyfriend. The rational left side of his brain would constantly tell him that time was a factor in the equation of successful relationships with Layla, but his artistic right lobe would argue that his heart felt that they were ready for so much more. It was all the confusion built up into the ball of nervousness and sarcasm that Layla called her own. Matt. Wow. Matt realized how incredibly depressing his thought process had become.
Upon hearing the door open, he peeked over to see Layla grabbing cloths and waltzing to the bathroom. His interest peaked, Matt slowly pushed himself off the couch and moved to the edge of the front-room, being able to see down the hallway. Blinking a bit, he decided to try an 'experiment'. Matt was curious to see what Layla truly saw in him. And what she saw passed, to be with him. He wanted to know what exactly pushed her to love him, an overly intelligent werewolf who was more sarcastic than compassionate. Seeing her walk out with a batman shirt on, Matt laughed quietly and shook his head. "Wonderful shirt. I didn't know you supported me so openly." he joked and watched her walk to the kitchen, where she hopped onto the counter and began to search for restaurant numbers. Narrowing his eyes, Matt could only see the bottom half of Layla, the cabinets above the island blocking off most of the view into the kitchen. He looked towards the wall slightly, grabbing his other arm as it dangled by his side, looking all the part of a lost and nervous child, Matt let his ears come out, and his tail unfurl. He hated to shape-shift. He hated to change his appearance. He hated what he was. But, he wanted to know more than anything what Layla would do if she saw him openly flaunting such a thing around. She never really got to see it often, due to Matt's open protest, but he figured she would be interested in it now. Moving into the kitchen, Matt walked in front of Layla, and picked up the phone book, moving it to the side carefully, and then placing his hands on either side of her. Matt felt nervous about all of this still, but he knew that it meant nothing more than being close to Layla. Pushing himself forward, he slowly wrapped his arms around her waist, and set himself squarely in front of her, hugging her close. He didn't know exactly what to say at that moment, his words were gone. Matt's mouth was open but, he had nothing to come out, only a blank expression on his face, his ears arched forward, and tail curled slightly up over his shoulder.
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And you will find that IT'S gonna be alright...
O ; O ; C ; lol. When it comes to Post layouts, I suck at creating things. I can't edit photos. I can draw all day, but when it comes to editing...I might as well be trying to tear apart a computer. I am so lost lol. You win at this one. Trust me :3 But, I won't burden you with making me one. I shall attempt it!
O ; O ; C ; lol. When it comes to Post layouts, I suck at creating things. I can't edit photos. I can draw all day, but when it comes to editing...I might as well be trying to tear apart a computer. I am so lost lol. You win at this one. Trust me :3 But, I won't burden you with making me one. I shall attempt it!