[ Poll ] Menschen Suchen Menschen (Private RP)

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[Fairybeliever65]

Tom~Kaulitz

Tom sat in a chair at a desk where he had set up a picture of him and Bill as kids. With a small smile he turned to Bill "Then let yourself be loved Bill...you cant be loved unless you truly open up and let someone in Bill."Tom walked over to Bill and ran a hand through Bill's wacky hair."Like me...let me in Bill and you will be loved."With a sigh he went out onto the patio in just his swim trunks, he had planned on going swimming sooner or later.

[freed_arrest]

Bill☆Kaulitz

He stared at Tom as he walked outside mostly nude, eyes tracing the curvature of Toms chest. He was jealous. His brother had a body sculpted by the Gods. Instead of an ugly anorexic frame, he was covered in lean muscle. Bill's pulse began to race the more he stared, wishing that he could have his brother's body, not in the sexual way, but that he lusted to be a little less pale and a little more firm. He sat in silence, thinking of Tom's words as he smoothed his hair. "It would be easier done than said if you just weren't you. Someone else, any day. You're gorgeous Tomi." Bill blushed after he said that, covering his mouth with his hand in shock.

Weil du ohne Liebe bist...

[Fairybeliever65]

Tom~Kaulitz

Tom sat up in his chair and stared at Bill inside the apartment"Did you say something Bill?...I could have sworn I heard My name and the word gorgeoous."Even though Tom was somewhat weirded out. He wanted Bill to say 'yes' so that way he could know if Bill had loved him more than a brother.

[freed_arrest]

Bill☆Kaulitz

Bill was silent for several minutes. It was impossible to lie to his brother, but he wish he could. He wish he could say no; that it was a different Tomi, not him. But as he stared at the beautiful body sitting so close, but so far away, Bill couldn't help but guiltily nod. "If it wasn't for the fact that you're my brother, my blood, I'd not be able to restrain myself. We're related and I hate it. I hate it! You really do have a beautiful body." Bill had to looke away. It was probably the words Tom wanted to hear, but still, they'd both be in agony; lusting for each other with perfectly good reasons to be seperated, lest they be frowned upon by the world, fans, their own family. Mom and Gordon would be furious Bill reasoned with himself. He put his head in his hands and just stared at the floor, wishing it would swallow him.

Weil du ohne Liebe bist...

[Fairybeliever65]

Tom~Kaulitz

Tom walked over to Bill, and squated down so he was staring at Bill with a smile"They dont have to know right away...its none of their business until we are completely certain of it."Before Bill could react he was already being scooped up into the arms of his brother. With a small smile Tom laid Bill on the bed, interlaced his fingers with Bills and held them above his head. He hesitated for a moment, thinking about whether he should try again or end up getting smacked again. He would never have a better chance so he just went for it and kissed Bill seducingly.

[freed_arrest]

Bill☆Kaulitz

With his free hand, Bill raised it up, allowing it to come down hard on the back of Tom's head, pushing him in and deepening the kiss between them. He parted for a second and cautiously glided his pierced tongue along Tom's lips. It was if a demon had been exorcized from his body; mounds of tension, fear and anxiousness flowed from out of his body, disipating into the world around. Bill made sure his brother wouldn't leave just yet, grasping a mound of Tom's hair.

Weil du ohne Liebe bist...

[Fairybeliever65]

Tom~Kaulitz

Tom smiled at Bills reaction. he thought for sure he would get a red handmark this time as well. He once more took his free hand and slipped it inside under Bills shirt. He gave Bill his tongue in exchange for fondling his nipples.

[freed_arrest]

Bill☆Kaulitz

As he slipped his tongue into his twin's mouth, he gasped at the feeling of his nipples being pinched. He parted their kiss, sighing. "I don't think I'm ready for that yet. I can't just give up my inhibitions..." He closed his black tinted eyes and shook his head. "I guess what I'm trying to say is that I want to take things slowly. I'm the type of person who wants a boyfriend, not a ********." He was sure Tom would at least accept this. He wanted security before sex, and when he was weary about Tom who slept with women almost every night, how could he be certain that he wouldn't do the same with him and many other guys. He didn't even understand why he thought of giving his body up. But, he at least felt free now that he was able to come to some ground of understanding with Tom and that his brother was most certainly happy.

Weil du ohne Liebe bist...

[Fairybeliever65]

Tom~Kaulitz

Tom removed his hand from Bill and fixed Bills shirt so it looked proper. He nodded in agreement because he knew what Bill wanted. And he knew what he wanted as well. He wanted Bill and if that meant he had to go slow he would do just that. He didnt really plan on using another person as a stand-in either, if anything all he saw was Bill. In a way it did seem creepy but he also loved Bill, more than a brother now. He sat up and helped Bill up as well. He planted a sweet kiss on Bills forhead"I understand...a boyfriend never forces himself onto his lover."

[freed_arrest]

Bill☆Kaulitz

Bill looked at his brother. He was happy, but confused. It was almost as if Tom was avoiding him now, like before. He placed a hand on Tom's cheek. "If you're going to commit, then you don't have to kiss me on the forehead like you always have." He leaned in and planted a still shy and slightly uncertain kiss on his brother's lips. Quickly backing away, he murmured, "If you're going to commit though, I don't want any more drunken nights again. I was worried sick that I wouldn't find you. When that guy practically lied and just wanted to...you know..." Any word involving sex was a word Bill couldn't mention. "Well, I didn't care that much. I figured that without you Tomi, there would be no such thing as Bill. We've always been together, and we almost lost that." He pulled his brother into an embrace, as if to check that he was still there.

Weil du ohne Liebe bist...

[Fairybeliever65]

Tom~Kaulitz

Tom hugged his brother slash lover again, tightly this time. He sighed and moved Bill so he was sitting on Tom's knee"Dont worry I still will love you Bill. I just will be holding alot back. Since of course my perverted nature might take over...ill still love you."Tom kissed Bills cheek warmly and securely.

[freed_arrest]

Bill☆Kaulitz

Bill laughed. "Does that mean one kiss would turn you into a crazed madman who only wants my supple young flesh?" Bill enjoyed using big words on occasion. He rocked back and forth slightly on Tom's knee. "I still don't really feel comfortable with it. I just don't understand how we're supposed to have an emotional relationship. We already know everything about each other. How will we know whether the act is out of brotherly love, or...loverly love?" He wasn't sure if that was a real term. "It's still a bit awkward...to think I kissed my own brother...and liked it." Bill's face fell slightly.

Weil du ohne Liebe bist...

[Fairybeliever65]

Tom~Kaulitz

Tom lifted Bills head to look at him."Does it matter if its either...as long as we love each other, whether it be brotherly or ..loverly?...Love is still the same, one just goes to a different extent. Besides we'll know what the difference is whne it happens. The situation will call for it.."He kissed Bill on his lips warmly and comfortingly. He was sure that even though this would take a while to work out, their relationship would deifnetly work out.

[freed_arrest]

Bill☆Kaulitz

Bill smiled. "Thank's Tomi. You always know how to cheer me up." There was a knock at the door. Bill got up, making sure his clothes didn't look a bit messed up and opened the door to find Gustav. "We're going to Disney tomorrow. Magic Kingdom." At Gustav's words, Bill jumped up and down, screaming like a giddy schoolgirl. He gave Gustav a huge hug. "Oh mein gott, I love you! Tomi, we're going to go see Mickey Mouse!" Gustav just shook his head and warned Bill to be on his best behavior, not draw attention to the band, then left. Bill was still dancing around the room, trying to plan what he should wear.

Weil du ohne Liebe bist...

[Fairybeliever65]

Tom~Kaulitz

Tom smiled and shook his head happily at how happy Bill was. Bill always looked so cute when he was fooling around, especially that time in front of the fan when he sung 'its raining men' even then Tom thought Bill was cute."Carefull Bill dont tire yourself out now."While Bill was dancing around Tom had to constantly move things around so Bill wouldnt trip or run into anything.