Gardenia-mooN
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- Posted: Wed, 09 Dec 2009 01:42:33 +0000
Umeko, Fujioka.
The Alice boy. ((Younger Brother.))
The Alice boy. ((Younger Brother.))
“Nothing makes us so lonely as our secrets.”
Umeko really wasn't sure what to think or do...See he loved his big brother more than anything else in the whole entire world and he liked being close to Satsuki and only Satsuki. Umeko wanted to always be near to his brother because it was only when he was around his brother that he felt truly safe. At the same time he also thought that it would be rude and kind of mean to let go of Zale's hand and if he were completely honest with himself it was the first time anyone other than his siblings ever held his hand and it felt oddly warm and tingly where their fingers touched. His other hand and arm was still full with his little sister who was squirming adorably so maybe that was why he felt the way he felt. It made him not want to let go but at the same time he did want to let go and be with his older brother. Satsuki was so important to him and the other cared so much...Umeko couldn't do anything without his brother near by. He felt scared at the thought of being without the other.
He walked only when Satsuki said to walk and felt comforted that his big brother was in control. He didn't give Minako to Satsuki and walked while holding the tiny girl. Umeko really was terrified of not being around his older brother, even if they were separated a little bit, he tended to become panicky and so timid that it was almost impossible to get him out of his shell.
Right now he was definitely scared.
He didn't really show it but he was really really scared at that moment. Zale seemed nice and everyone in Wonderland seemed interesting but what if this turned out to be the same as his brother leaving to go live in his own place? What is Umeko got lost or separated and never saw Satsuki again, those thoughts made him want to cry. He didn't know what to do and not being behind Satsuki, not holding on to a piece of his older brother was tearing Umeko apart a little bit. Even if he had his little sister it wasn't exactly the same since she couldn't actually protect him. It wasn't a good feeling to see that his brother wasn't connected to him, it was a scary feeling, a lonely feeling.
Then he saw Zale's smile...the other had liked it when Umeko held on to his hand. The other had smiled and looked happy, so it was all okay. Zale didn't seem to hate him, he wasn't going to bully Umeko or hurt him or tease him for being quiet and shy. Zale seemed like he genuinely liked Umeko even though he didn't talk much. Umeko felt a little bit safer knowing that and he felt some of the fears he had in his heart melt away a little bit and that was a very good feeling. Zale's smile told him that he wasn't going to be abandoned and that his brother was okay and that Satsuki was there and wouldn't leave.
EVen as they walked Zale still held on and so Umeko held on too and he made sure to look back at Satsuki every few moments just to make sure that his older brother was still safely where he was. Not being next to him scared Umeko but as long as he could see his brother he wouldn't panic. He also made sure to watch Minako every few seconds too since she got fussy when she was carried for too long. The Zale started talking and Umeko listened with wide eyes and a curious expression, for a moment he looked hesitant and confused but then he gathered up all of his courage. "Y-you p-promise?" He wanted to know if Zale meant it, would he really like where the Caterpillar lived?
Umeko's voice was naturally very soft and quiet but it had become even more subdued after years of being teased or hearing his parents yelling, it all sort of beat down on Umeko until he became so tiny and frightened or everything that he could barely muster up the courage to say one word to a person none the less two. Yet he summoned his bravery and he had done it, Zale seemed nice like the type of person that would even listen to Umeko. It made Umeko feel really safe and well watched over, he normally wasn't listened to very often. Only by Satsuki and even then Umeko tried not to talk too much because he didn't want to disturb his brother. It was pretty much impossible for Umeko to disturb his brother but he was always worried about hurting the older male's feelings and he was always afraid of his big brother abandoning him or noticing how useless Umeko really was...
Of course Umeko was also looking up at Loren too because the other was Zale's brother and because the other seemed upset...Umeko didn't know why the other male was upset either which made him feel incredibly worried and nervous. What if just by being around he had made Loren sad some how? Had he done something bad to the pretty looking angel like boy? If he had then he would probably end up feeling terrible because Umeko hated hurting people's feelings. He honestly had no clue that Loren was jealous and even if he knew he probably wouldn't understand. Umeko was much too dense and too self conscious to ever believe anyone would ever be jealous of him.
“Words and hearts should be handled with care for words when spoken and hearts when broken are the hardest things to repair.”











