Lollilox
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- Posted: Thu, 09 Oct 2014 01:23:13 +0000
- Before she realized anything, where she was going or what she was doing, Elise found herself outside of the hospital, in the pouring rain. She walked into it, the water soaking her from head to toe and through to her bones. At least no one could tell she was crying, now.
Her feet continued moving, propelling her forward, away from Aydan, away from her bad choices and broken heart.
For a long time, she didn't stop, allowing the pressure of the situation to crumple her in the rain.
When she'd got to the main road, Elise stopped walking, and stood on the sidewalk, face cupped in her hands as she sobbed.
For what seemed like hours, she stood there, letting people with umbrellas pass her by. She didn't notice them, and if anyone noticed her, they didn't stop or offer to help. They probably thought she was just another royal mess... and really, she was.
After a while, Elise managed to get the worst of the sobs to subside, and realized only then how cold it was. She shivered, making the decision to hail a cab, and go to the only place she knew that she wouldn't have to be around him.
Half an hour later, Elise found herself back at her old apartment, still kept tidy and visited by her parents. She could smell her mother's clean washing detergent lingering from the kitchen linens and the tablecloth on the small, two-seater dining table.
Elise dropped her keys into the bowl by the door, too distraught and cold to bother locking it behind her. She hadn't even thought about what any of this would do to her parents. If they found out... if Kelly's parents found out...
Biting her lip hard, Elise moved to the small bathroom, running herself a hot bath before stripping her wet clothes and sinking into it.
By the time she had finished crying for the second time that day, Elise was exhausted. She got out of the bathtub, dried off, and donned a pair of pajamas, curling up in her old, squeaky bed. It was familiar; she could still remember the times she'd had Aydan over. How sweet his kisses tasted, and what had transpired afterward had only brought them closer together. She wished she could regret it, and erase all her feelings, but as the third wave of tears began, Elise knew she could never shake anything like that.
She had been right. She'd always love him. But she had to love someone else, now.
Minutes passed by, and eventually, Elise found sleep, her body refusing to exert any more energy by crying. She fell into restless dreams, troubled by her heart's confliction, and found nothing but heartbreak in comatose.