HIGH on cough sweets
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- Posted: Tue, 27 Aug 2013 19:44:47 +0000
xxxxxxxxxxxso now i cut these loveless wrists
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xxmy head sure hurts today i'll take another twenty pills and try to make my troubles go away
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xxxxOH WHAT A WASTE OF A PERFECTLY GOOD, CLEAN WRIST
- Charlie gave the female an apologetic smile when she spoke of therapy being a blast. Sadly his smile would not help her any. Their sessions would not be fun – Charlie had spent enough time in therapy before being thrown into this place to understand the ins and outs of it. Even if they were given a seemingly nice therapist the outcome would always be the same: it would all be based on the judgements of one person which could result in numerous people treating you a specific way (and in places like this it was always negative treatment). Inside of this building the therapists would be the equivalent of Gods: informing all the doctors and nurses of how they were to treat the patients. It would not be fun at all. Moreover, it would be dragged out – which wouldn’t please the female any at all. It didn’t please Charlie, yet he was used to it. Well, he was as used to it as a person could get. He was better equipped to dealing with it than the female was which meant he had the upper hand on that front. In all fairness it was probably the only thing he had the upper hand in – when it came to being social, open about what was running through her mind and willing to speaking to other people the female won the race every time.
“I could just imagine you as a therapist,” Charlie mused, eyeing the female. “You would most certainly be different. In fact, I’m sure you’d make a much better therapist than most of those I’ve been sent to.” And it was true. Charlie wasn’t saying those words just to please the female, as he genuinely did believe that the female would be much more interesting than those he had been lumbered with. For starters the tattoos would be a massive difference. He was fairly certain that the therapists that he had seen had lacked pierced ears, let alone anything more adventurous. Moreover, whilst listening to therapists would probably leave her with a favourite approach (even though she seemed to disagree with everything Charlie had mentioned the therapist might say) she was much more open-minded than he could imagine any therapist to be. Charlie could imagine that they were all rather drab whilst growing up. Of course, such a generalisation had no backing yet he was willing to make the jump until someone had evidence to prove him otherwise.
The next thing to leave the female’s mouth left the male shrugging his shoulders. Chances were they had been (and still were) walking upon the same line of thought: the two of them shouldn’t be kept locked up inside of a room for an extensive period of time yet it was likely to happen. Charlie had a feeling they would only be let out for their meetings with the doctors and their therapy sessions (be them group or single). He was on the fence as to whether food would be brought to the rooms or whether everyone was to head to one main cafeteria at certain times in the day to eat. As for going outside for fresh air… well, Charlie had a feeling that prisoners got a better deal on that front than those inside of the building would get. With the type of people who were inside of the building he imagined fresh air was at the bottom of the priority list – most were more likely to try and run away than they were to sit around enjoying the small amount of time in the sun they were being given. Despite all of this Charlie took a deep breath and tried to offer up a convincing answer: “I’m sure they’ll let us out soon enough. We’re being given this time to settle in and whatever have you may – they are just keeping us here until it is time to go to a session. They’re liable to waltz in any second and take us our separate ways where we will find out more about what our rights are in here. Or something akin to that…”
Charlie’s eyes drifted towards the door as though he expected someone to barge in and prove his point to the female. Alas, such was not the case. Nothing happened: the door did not open and Charlie was left staring at a motionless spot. Charlie couldn’t quite decide if he was disappointed or not. On the one hand he had hoped someone would walk in, as if to prove they were listening in and knew that the duo wished to leave the room, yet on the other hand he had known nothing would happen. Even if someone had been listening in they wouldn’t pick that moment to enter the room – it would be far too obvious as to what was going on. Although, at the same time, if it happened due to a massive coincidence it would have been highly amusing (not that Charlie and Audrina would have been aware either way). Luckily, before his thoughts could progress any further into complete uselessness, the female was speaking up again. Upon hearing her voice Charlie turned his attention back to the female’s bed and shook his head.
“Nobody but my mother,” Charlie told her with a small laugh. “I’m sure the only reason she is waiting is so that she can see whether he money worked to fix me or not.” Charlie gave a nonchalant shrug of his shoulders as if to say he did not care either way. Whilst it would have been nice to have someone other than his mother waiting around – or for his mother to be waiting around for a more positive reason – he knew such was not the case and brooding over it would change nothing. “What about you; who is waiting for you? I mean, I know there is someone there – the conjugal visits suggest as much – but do you care to talk about them? If I am crossing the boundaries in asking that then I’m sorry – I just thought you might like to speak about them seems as though the topic was brought up.”