I made my way up the stairs slowly, and walked up to the cockpit. As I'd hoped, Vicky was sitting there, watching the ship hurtle through the hyperspace tunnel. I walked over and sat on the seat beside her, sighing. She glanced over at me, then looked away suddenly. I rolled my eyes and turned to her. "Vicky..." She looked to the floor, then at me.
"What do you want, Gabriel?"
"Why aren't you talking to me?"
"I don't know what you mean."
"Since Alfred died, you haven't been talking to me or any of the others. Wanna tell me what's going on?" She bit her lip, and looked to the ceiling. Suddenly, she grabbed both of my hands and looked me deeply in the eyes.
"Gabriel, let's leave this mercenary business. Just you and me. Start a life together, just like you always wanted!" I shook my head as if coming to my senses and stood up, pulling my hands sharply out of hers.
"Woah, woah, woah! Where the hell did this come from?"
"Gabriel, please!"
"The hell has gotten into you? I've never seen you like this! Is this something to do with Alfred?"
"No! I mean....yes, I suppose so."
"Then what? What is it?"
"Alfred and I, we..." I burst out laughing involuntarily, probably due to the awkwardness of the situation.
"Alfred and you? Why am I not ******** surprised?" I turned away from her and began walking out of the cockpit. She stood up and grabbed my arm again.
"You don't understand! He promised me that it would be alright, that everything would work!" Once again, I pulled my arm from her grip.
"I don't understand? I DON'T UNDERSTAND?! For 8 long goddamn years, I have dreamed of spending all of my time with you. For 8 years I've been in love with the same woman, a woman I never thought would share the same feelings with me, a woman who was a complete mystery to me. And for those 8 goddamn years, you ignored me. You ignored my feelings, you ignored my signals, and for what? Alfred?" She became extremely angry with this and clenched both of her fists as she replied.
"I chose Alfred because he chose me! Not once did you ever make your move, so I got tired of waiting. I wanted a man, Gabriel. Not a lovesick child who was too afraid to talk to me!"
"Yeah, well, you got your man. And now he's dead. Whose fault is that?" She slapped me, something I saw coming a mile off.
"Don't you ever talk ill of him again. None of you were half the man he was. You were all cowards underneath the real man, the real muscle in this team."
"Haha, yeah, okay. I guess that's why he's still captain, right? Oh, wait a second!" I kept my sarcasm up, because it was the easiest way for me to deal with it all. It was either this or anger. I stopped smiling, and looked her dead in the eye. "The next time we dock, I want you off my ship. Do you hear me, Vicaria Tre'ark Devalus? You are hereby relieved of all duties. Pack your things." She didn't speak. She didn't need to. She clenched her teeth, raising her arm again. I held my gaze. She lowered her arm and barged past me, walking down the steps. I turned to the exit and saw her barge past Re'ton. We locked eyes with each other, and he nodded at me.
I sat down, and put my face in my hands.