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charlotte spencer chaplin
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TWO DAYS LATER
Two days had passed since the rehearsal dinner but Zakky's words were still repeating in her mind. One of the last things he had said to her that day was that they would find other people during their marriage. Even though they weren't in love or anything like that, his words still stung. She didn't want to think about her husband cheating on her. She just wanted to cry whenever she thought about it. Her eyes would water but she hold back the tears before they even dared fall onto her cheeks. She couldn't cry. It would be stupid to cry over something that was so likely to happen but not with her. She wouldn't sleep with anyone else once she was married to Zakkary. That just wouldn't be right and it wasn't the kind of girl she was. She wasn't the type to cheat on her spouse. Zakkary was another story. She wanted to think that he wouldn't cheat on her but if he did, she wouldn't be too surprised by it. Though part of her was still hoping that he had only said those things because he was drunk and still upset by the thought of marrying her. Shaking her head a little, Charlie closed her eyes for a moment and just stood there, silencing out all the noise around her. She didn't want to hear any of what everyone around her was saying. Their words were just static to her. Her mind was just going over had happened and what was going to happen. It was like she was preparing herself for what was about to come. It was inevitable. There was no turning back now. There were over two hundred people gathered outside. The ceremony was taking place outside because their parents thought a wedding outdoors would be nice. Even she had to admit that the way everything was set up was very beautiful but that it didn't make what she was doing any easier on her. Soon, she would have a white gold wedding band in her left ring finger. Soon, she would be Mrs. Zakkary James Kingston...
A sigh came from her lips as she looked at herself in the mirror and looked at she was wearing. Of course, she looked beautiful but she didn't feel like a bride. She didn't feel like she should've been getting married. She felt like she was someone else. There were girls and women all around her, telling her how beautiful she looked and how lucky she was to be marrying someone like Zakkary. She didn't feel like she was lucky to be marrying Zakkary. Actually, she felt like the most unlucky girl in the world because she was marrying him. What girl would want to marry someone who blatantly stated that he was likely to cheat after the wedding. Charlie had even told her parents about what Zakky had said but there was nothing that could be done. The deal was sealed and she had to marry him regardless of what he said he was likely to do. She wondered if there was some kind of clause in their deal about cheating and what would happen if one of them did cheat on the other. Even if there was, it wasn't like it would possibly stop the cheating from happening. There was probably only one thing that would stop the cheating from happening and that was Zakky falling in love with Charlie but she didn't think that was likely to happen. She didn't think there was any chance that he would fall in love with her but she knew it was likely she would fall in love with him even if he did cheat on her. Though the cheating would make it harder for her.
Shaking those thoughts from her head, Charlotte smiled softly as she watched her bridesmaids and maid of honor walking out of the room to meet up with Zakkary's groomsmen and best man to walk down the aisle before she did. She took a deep breath before she looked at her father who was waiting to walk out to the courtyard and down the aisle to her husband. Of course, he was smiling which was the only reason she was smiling. "I think I'm ready, Dad." She said softly as she walked over to where he was standing and linked her arm with his. "Alright, honey. Be brave. Everything will work out in the end." Her father said softly as he began to lead her out of the room as well. All she could do was nod her head and follow her father. In her hands, she was holding a bouquet of calla lily's, her favorite flower, and she was holding them tight. Occasionally, she would down at the flowers for a few moments before she would look forward again. Soon, they were no more than five feet from the aisle, which was just a light yellow strip of velvety fabric that had been laid out over the grass. Her eyes soon drifted over to Zakkary, who was looking straight at her. Her heart immediately began to race and her cheeks turned bright red before she looked away from him. She was sure he probably thought she looked like a snow beast or something like that. There was no way in hell he would think she even looked remotely beautiful. Biting her lip as they made their way down the aisle, Charlie tried her hardest not to look at Zakkary but soon, he was all she had left to look at since he had taken her hand once they had reached where he was standing. Soon, the priest asked who was giving her in marriage and of course, her father said he and her mother did before taking his seat beside her mother. She took one last look at her father before she walked with Zakkary to where they were supposed to be standing but still, his hand did not leave hers.
Charlotte stood there silently as Zakkary repeated the words he was told to and soon slipped a small white gold ring onto her left ring finger. Even though the ring was light as air it felt like it weighed over a ton. Taking a deep shaky breath, she looked up into Zakky's eyes before she began to repeat what the priest was saying, "I, Charlotte Spencer Chaplin, take Zakkary James Kingston to be lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold in sickness and in health, for richer or poorer, for all the days of my life." Her words were soft but she was sure that everyone had heard what she said. The last thing she had left to do was slip the ring onto his left ring finger as he had done just moments before. Her hand was shaking uncontrollably as she slipped the ring onto his finger and once it was on, she looked up at him again but before she knew it, the priest had said he could kiss her. Soon, his lips were pressed against her own and he was holding tight against him. Much to her surprise, he was using his tongue in the kiss but soon, she was returning the kiss in the same fashion he had given it to her. Also to her surprise, she felt tingles going up and down her spine and had the feeling of a million butterflies fluttering about in her stomach. He hadn't kissed her in the same way he had two days before. When he had kissed her at the pub, it was because he was drunk and was probably trying to prove something. The kiss he had just given her was completely different. Once it was over, she just stared up into his eyes before she allowed him to just lead her away from the altar with everyone screaming gleefully behind them.
When they were away from everyone else and were on their way to the hotel where the reception was being held, Charlotte just looked at Zakkary before staring down at her ring. They were married now and it felt like the wold was crashing down around them. Though as they were sitting in the limo, Charlie got this feeling in the pit of her stomach that she knew all too well. It was the same feeling she would get right before she and Chester would sleep together when they were still together. Biting her lip and blushing, she would occasionally look over at Zakky but whenever she did, the butterflies would come back and she would look away. She was unbelievably attracted to Zakkary right now and she just wanted to do some not so PG things with him. It wasn't like anyone would know. The driver wouldn't be able to hear them and the windows were tinted so no one outside the car would be able to see them. She didn't necessarily want to sleep with him just yet. It was more like she wanted to fool around with him. Feeling a little more bold than she usually did, Charlie leaned over and pressed her lips against her husbands. Before she knew it, the kiss had turned into something more. Hands and lips were going to certain places. Moans and groans were filling the air. It felt like heaven. It actually felt right...
Once they had arrived at their destination, both Charlie and Zakky were back in the positions they had been before and she couldn't stop smiling. She was happy but she couldn't help but wonder if Zakkary was happy. She also couldn't help but wonder why he hadn't stopped when he felt her back while they were making out. Maybe he just wasn't phased by it and just didn't think anything of it. With a smile still on her face, she got out of the limo with Zakkary and followed him into the room where the reception was being held. Of course, everyone was already there and clapped when the newlyweds waked into the room. She just hoped no one would notice the hickey on her neck that Zakkary had given her. There were hickeys in other places but those were hidden by her dress. No one but Zakky knew about them and no one else but him would ever see them.
ooc; hope this is okay and not too long. i got a little carried away. XD
we think too much and feel too little.
