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xxxI'M NOT THE SAME GIRL I WAS BACK THENxxxI'M DIFFERENT. I'VE CHANGEDxxxTHIS IS ME. GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT?!
xxxI'M NOT THE SAME GIRL I WAS BACK THENxxxI'M DIFFERENT. I'VE CHANGEDxxxTHIS IS ME. GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT?!
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It was cold. It was hot. It was painful. Floating in and out of consciousness. Mabel was barely able to keep her eyes open, no matter how much she tried to forget about the searing pain that kept on stabbing back at her in her head, her head ache would just get worse. It was like someone hitting her head with an iron hammer ten times, thinking hurt. Not thinking hurt. She was sweating, she was shivering all at the same time. Could her body just get a break or something? Muscle aches, giving up in her attempt to regulate her breathing properly. Heavy breathing, as if gasping for air every second. Let out a frustrated groan, why was she letting such a thing control her? Why was she being so weak at such a point in time? It was dark. It was hard to breath. Why couldn't they have thrown her down else where? Although, at least one main thought was dismissed, feeling somewhat relieved knowing that Victor was okay and knowing that he was here.
The feeling of his chest rising and falling, sounds of annoyance and pain uttered from his mouth. He was alive at the very least. But even if she needn't worry about her classmate anymore, it still didn't aid in forgetting her pain. "It hurts." she complained softly, her body wanting to shut down, her eyes closing, wanting to drown in the darkness, to let it envelope her. Who cares, she may as well be dead anyway. She didn't have any strength. She didn't want to think or even see Tara. She wanted it to all go away with a click of a finger, if only none of this had happened. If only Tara didn't approach Victor. If only John didn't get jealous. If only. If only. If only. But what else can you do? These were just all excuses, the truth stays the truth. They were alive. They were kidnapped. And now they're needing to survive. So why? Why couldn't she get up and try to find a way out? Why was she being so lazy all of a sudden?
Victor's painful cries audible. Mabel shifted slightly when he did, disliking the uncomfortable positioning when he moved, giving out a sigh and a soft "Mabel's here." in response to her name being called out again once more, a half asleep response. Beginning to tune in and out of their conversation in the dark. Dead? Did he just say that he thought she was dead? Ignoring his thought and feeling assured and safe when fingers brushed against her face, causing her to drift further into dream land. "Cave? Is that where we are...." trailing off, not really giving second thoughts in her answers or second thoughts in what the male was saying. "Land." repeating his last words, as if to show that she was listening to him, even though she wasn't. Feeling a light tugging at her long hair but not bothering to confirm what it was, but it wasn't like she particularly cared at this moment.
Another sharp pain. The female's body immediately reacting. Holding in her breath and staying deadly still until it subsided. Only for this process to repeat several times. "Why won't you let me sleep?" she asked out loud in irritation, meaning to direct the question to the head ache that came and left, continuously bothering her. Feeling more bothered when the warmth underneath her began moving, beginning to gasp for air again, subconsciously holding her breath in for way too long, the girl's cheeks burning and bright read in the blackness, a pained expression sewn on her face. "I want to breathe too!" she argued breathlessly when Victor told her indirectly that he wanted space to move and free himself from her. "Don't move!" she said, her tone a bit too demanding and forceful. "Please don't," this time stating so in a softer tone. Another pang of pain rang in her head, her heart beating wildly, without knowing, Mabel hugged the male tightly, clinging to his body when she felt a hand land on her back. Releasing her grip when the pain went away again. Tired of all the "exciting" treatment her body was receiving. A slight shiver was sent down her spine as their skin made contact. A cold hand and a warm body caused her to let out quiet winces. The tightened grip around her waist both reassuring and painful. "It hurts, go away!" wanting to push the male away but his hold on her wouldn't allow it.
Next a cold hand was placed against her forehead, another shudder and more sweating. A direct, "LEAVE ME ALONE!" was shouted, echoing across the room, writhing in pain from the loud banging in her head. Writhing in pain from the sharp stabs to her brain. Unable to keep focused on Victor completely, ignoring every word, every grown and every curse that was aimed towards her. Rolling off the warmth and on to the dampness on the cave floor, puddles splashing at her feet. "I'm not going anywhere!" she let out with a wince of pain. She really didn't want to think. but regardless of her disputes, she was carried up into a standing position, the female leaning against Victor's body as he half dragged himself and her ahead in to the darkness. Even though her body was on the verge of shutting down completely, her legs and feet continued to act, allowing the female to walk alongside the male with difficulty. It was kinda like she was sleep walking, half conscious, still murmuring to herself, injuries and pains keeping her alive and barely awake. Why wouldn't everything just leave her alone? She didn't ask for help. She didn't ask to be bothered. She just wanted everything to slow down and just stop for a moment. Mabel was drowsy, everything spinning around her. Caught in a cyclone of darkness, insecurity and confusion, unable to walk in a straight line, unable to keep herself up without the support of Victor at her side. Occasionally tripping over herself and tumbling forward, falling face first into the rubble and mustering her strength to get back up again. THE AMOUNT OF EFFORT IT TOOK!
ooc: D: Short. I feel sad T^T

