suicide is taking the easy way out instead of just dealing with your problems and becoming stronger. Suicide is also looked at as murder against yourself. And I'm serious, if you attempt suicide, you can be arrested for attempted murder if you are not considered a juvenile.
I have been down that road several times. I've ODed many times, slit my throat, and eventually I came to accept that I am not suppose to die yet.
Several weeks ago, I was in a bad situation and I wanted to end it all. I was sick, starved, and living in dangerous conditions. I was also getting evicted and had no where to go and no one wanted to help. Then eventually, I got a call from my mom saying that she's coming to get me. Now, things are looking up.
In short, hang in there. Things will get better. I always tell myself day and night, things happen for a reason and as long as I've done no wrong, good karma will be on my side.