i hate the feeling when people are putting me down...
my parents and family dont even no i'm alive anymore...
i'm losing my friends...
i'm losing the one i love...
me always putting a fake smile so no one knows how i really feel...
i'm always disappointing everyone around me.......
i'm tired of the shouting, hitting, and lying......
i'm tired of crying anf no ones there to helpp me...
and i just dont no wat to do anymore....
please this is what im feeling what should i do so i dont do something crazy again.....