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If you really knew me.
You'd also know that my parents had just divorced a second time.
I hate my eldest brother, whom I never talked to ever since I was a child.
I dislike my sister boyfriend whom's always trying to change her.
I hate myself because of the way I feel and think.
That I wish I was dead.
That I feel I should always be alone.
That I don't care anymore.
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II Xero II
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If you really knew me.
You'd know I had a pornography addiction when I was 13-15.

What boy didn't at that age, hm?
Just children exploring their hormones and attempting to find a release, that's all.
Nothing wrong with that at all.

If you really knew me, you'd also knowI'm a girl.
And it was mostly lesbian pornography..
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II Xero II
wuts in your buns
If you really knew me.
You'd know I had a pornography addiction when I was 13-15.

What boy didn't at that age, hm?
Just children exploring their hormones and attempting to find a release, that's all.
Nothing wrong with that at all.

If you really knew me, you'd also knowI'm a girl.
And it was mostly lesbian pornography..

I'd still say it falls under the category of exploration and that just about everyone has that phase, so I still think there's nothing wrong with it.
The important thing is you grew out of it, didn't you?
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II Xero II
wuts in your buns
II Xero II
wuts in your buns
If you really knew me.
You'd know I had a pornography addiction when I was 13-15.

What boy didn't at that age, hm?
Just children exploring their hormones and attempting to find a release, that's all.
Nothing wrong with that at all.

If you really knew me, you'd also knowI'm a girl.
And it was mostly lesbian pornography..

I'd still say it falls under the category of exploration and that just about everyone has that phase, so I still think there's nothing wrong with it.
The important thing is you grew out of it, didn't you?

I have.
But now I feel that it's not important at all anymore. It's as if I wore it out.
I believe I don't need nor want it.
And people say it's an amazing thing.
wuts in your buns
II Xero II
wuts in your buns
II Xero II
wuts in your buns
If you really knew me.
You'd know I had a pornography addiction when I was 13-15.

What boy didn't at that age, hm?
Just children exploring their hormones and attempting to find a release, that's all.
Nothing wrong with that at all.

If you really knew me, you'd also knowI'm a girl.
And it was mostly lesbian pornography..

I'd still say it falls under the category of exploration and that just about everyone has that phase, so I still think there's nothing wrong with it.
The important thing is you grew out of it, didn't you?

I have.
But now I feel that it's not important at all anymore. It's as if I wore it out.
I believe I don't need nor want it.
And people say it's an amazing thing.

It really is quite impressive, actually. For a teenager to overcome their hormonal desires and all that. You don't see much of that in the world anymore.
As for the other problems, I'd say you're definitely not worth being left alone. There's bound to be at least a few people left who think your way, so I'm sure socializing isn't that difficult for you, is it? Have you tried finding specific social groups who may have the same things in common as you?
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If you really knew me... You would hate me


i dont know what kinda person you are, but i respect this post.
i could make a huge reply as to why but im not really in the mood to draw this out
n_n

Im a pretty chill person i guess. but alot of people hate me. for no reason. maybe just all the rumors they hear about me around school. eh.
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If you really knew me, you would know that i have been wanting to kill myself since i was 10.
But i always think about my brothers and sisters. And i hide all the pain with a smile. None of my real life friends know this.
Do you have anything that you would like to share????

edit 8-12-10:
DONT TELL ME NOT TO KILL MYSELF PLEASE!!! I AM TIRED OF U GUYS SAYING THAT.
I AM NOT GONNA KILL MYSELF
edit 8-12-10 #2:
DO NOT POST THINGS LIKE "I AM SO SMEXY" Some ppl actually have REAL things they wanna tlk about. WE DONT CARE HOW CUTE U R.

edit: 8-15-10
IF U ARE NOT HERE TO POST SOMETHING ABOUT YOU....THEN GTFO
PLZ STOP BASHING PPL HERE THAT HAVE POSTED THINGS ABOUT THEMSELVES


And stop making short words...
ik you rely knew me u would know that i have a hole in my heart
if you really knew me you would realize that you have no idea who i am.

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