wahmbulance This is a personal journal, tracking my progress and hopefully will keep me motivated. Please no haters! wahmbulance emo
Okay, here it goes... When I was little I was underweight. I hated salads and eating in general...I used to trow away my food when no one was looking and claimed to have eaten. Now I believe I have had anorexia(and no, I don't mean the anorexia nevrosa, just the disease connected to lack of appetite). Anyway, two years ago I guess my hormones went right and I not only grew several inches taller(reaching a desired height of 171cm) but also gained a bit of weight, becoming a perfect 53-55kg. The problem started when I finished school and moved to the UK to study (that was 7 months ago). Because of the stress changing countries and haven been given the freedom to make all decisions by myself I started to become extremely unhealthy! All the food I wanted to try- London can offer anything from Chinese to Russian food <3...Long story short- I gained around 10 kg (22 pounds). I don't want to be unhealthy anymore- I feel heavy and bloated, tired and gloomy! Also I will be going back home soon and I will be totally embarrassed of all my friends and relatives- I just realized I had violated my body in such an awful way- stuffing it with so much junk!
So, the plan now is first to change my eating habits back to normal as well as increasing my activity levels. The first I will try to achieve by using Dukan's diet. I basically know what I should do even without following any diet but I love the feeling of being organized and following a specific schedule.
As for the exercising...I'm so much out of shape I have to start at level basic- like the 10 week jogging plan (it's so lucky there is a forest nearby ^w^). Also, I decided to save up money for a bike (that will help my travel costs, too
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