Public Bondage
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- Posted: Fri, 20 Feb 2015 15:22:52 +0000
So ive recently moved into my partners house and he eats next to nothing and is really skinny, i on the other hand have a huge belly that i want to get rid of.
I live in the UK and fit into size 14 trousers
Before I left school i was probably too skinny, i fit into size 8 trousers, collar bones stuck out and everything, but that was because i hardly ate!! Before i got into a relationship with my partner I was with a guy that wanted me 'skinny' hense why i was so small.
But once i began a relationship with my boyfriend i started to put weight on, drastically, it was going on so fast the stretch marks came and im ashamed of myself.
But now i want to get skinny again, not size 8 but maybe size 10? ive cut down on my eating massively and increased my exercise, i take my partners dog for a walk whenever im not working and when im working im running aorund like a headless chicken. But im not loosing anything??
I just need help, i dont want to not eat again but ive had thoughts that just go back saying "well maybe if i dont eat today...."
I live in the UK and fit into size 14 trousers
Before I left school i was probably too skinny, i fit into size 8 trousers, collar bones stuck out and everything, but that was because i hardly ate!! Before i got into a relationship with my partner I was with a guy that wanted me 'skinny' hense why i was so small.
But once i began a relationship with my boyfriend i started to put weight on, drastically, it was going on so fast the stretch marks came and im ashamed of myself.
But now i want to get skinny again, not size 8 but maybe size 10? ive cut down on my eating massively and increased my exercise, i take my partners dog for a walk whenever im not working and when im working im running aorund like a headless chicken. But im not loosing anything??
I just need help, i dont want to not eat again but ive had thoughts that just go back saying "well maybe if i dont eat today...."