Osmossis
Scelere
Osmossis
And some people.
I dont understand why things happen the way they do or why.
But ******** it
confused ugh
Discuss..
What the ******** you want
DOWN WITH MY EX-BESTIE WHO TURNED OUT TO BE A LYING COLD-HEARTED b***h! XD
It really does hurt, though. Not being able to understand why things are the way they are.
Yea Im having an issue very similar to that scenario.
But its pretty much just makin me not wanna do relationships
I experience this apprehension occasionally.
It makes me feel like I can't trust those that I hold dear to me now.
It makes me nervous to think that they might not be in the my future, like I thought she would be.
It's soo weird to reflect and know you loved that person soo much
and you had great hopes and experiences with this person
and now that person is telling people you're friends with that you psychologically abused her
and you're really confused as to why they would tell such a cruel lie
when you had all these beautiful, loving memories that came before all the mess and mis-communication.
And this person ended up never giving you the chance to communicate, because she already made up her mind to give up, without your slightest knowledge.
And you realize she stopped loving you at some point and has just been appeasing you until she saw the opportunity to drop you.
And she is blaming you for everything and your heart is telling you, you're not the only one to blame. We both are.
It tears me apart inside, sometimes.
Ultimately, I'm trying to remove the judge from myself and let things just be. I'm trying to keep my heart open to new relationships and not fear the inevitable possibility of not knowing them later on. I'm trying to conquer my uncertainty by fulfilling my heart and being able to sustain my existence on my own.
I wish the best for you, too. Remember, this too shall pass. And never... ever question your self-worth!
3nodding