I feel weak today GD

[Adrasdea]

sad

i feel like i'm just a waste
i have PTSD and some days i cant leave the house without having a panic attack
or a flashback

why the ******** am i so damaged and weak
there are men who go to war and kill dozens of people and are fine to continue with their lives
i witness one murder
and i cant go to the grocery store alone ever again sweatdrop

honestly tho its not the actual murder that comes back on me
its the s**t that happened in the five weeks after before i escaped

still
i cant live the rest of my life like this
its a pointless ******** existence


/sadpanda

[BEAR THE MAGNIFICENT]

hmmm ....

-hugs-

[Mashed Potato Jones]

-pats your back- Things will get better. If there is one thing I do know is that no one is a waste.

[Casiroll]

Adrasdea

sad

i feel like i'm just a waste
i have PTSD and some days i cant leave the house without having a panic attack
or a flashback

why the ******** am i so damaged and weak
there are men who go to war and kill dozens of people and are fine to continue with their lives
i witness one murder
and i cant go to the grocery store alone ever again sweatdrop

honestly tho its not the actual murder that comes back on me
its the s**t that happened in the five weeks after before i escaped

still
i cant live the rest of my life like this
its a pointless ******** existence


/sadpanda

I watched my brother murder my other brother


And no one who goes to war or witnesses death/murder or kills ever comes out unscathed


Things will get better, (you may not believe in God, but I always find myself at peace when I pray) Just a suggestion mad

[Takatyun II]

I feel weak because its snowing outside and I have to go do my laundry which I have to drive to. Damn snow. Mother Natures trollin hard.

[Adrasdea]

Casiroll

Adrasdea

sad

i feel like i'm just a waste
i have PTSD and some days i cant leave the house without having a panic attack
or a flashback

why the ******** am i so damaged and weak
there are men who go to war and kill dozens of people and are fine to continue with their lives
i witness one murder
and i cant go to the grocery store alone ever again sweatdrop

honestly tho its not the actual murder that comes back on me
its the s**t that happened in the five weeks after before i escaped

still
i cant live the rest of my life like this
its a pointless ******** existence


/sadpanda

I watched my brother murder my other brother


And no one who goes to war or witnesses death/murder or kills ever comes out unscathed


Things will get better, (you may not believe in God, but I always find myself at peace when I pray) Just a suggestion mad

i believe in god
two weeks in he tried to kill me
said keeping me alive was becoming too much of a threat to his freedom
sitting on my chest choking me
i started praying, in my mind, begging to be saved
i floated away, slowly, i thought i was dead
but i woke up
i asked him a few times why he didnt kill me, he says he doesnt know
he had killed 4 other woman before i came along
but something stopped him seconds from finishing me off

[Casiroll]

You are lucky you are alive

Right now you need someone to talk to, someone who you can trust and can give you advice.


My best advice to you is to stay strong and keep your faith high.

Take a silent moment to yourself, open your heart and ask God to show you what it is you need to do to triumph over your fears.

Tell yourself you are a strong person, believe it with all your will, and I promise you will feel yourself getting stronger in mind body and spirit.

[GreyJester25]

.......Okay then?

Man up I suppose,

[ingsocks]

aww babe
no one should witness that
i'm so sorry

[aubergene]

you need some vitamin D

[Adrasdea]

aubergene

you need some vitamin D

milk
the secret solution to all life's problems