Wow.
I've been on Hiatus from Gaia for a while now and I decided to log on today.
While I was on I decided to visit this thread for the hell of it.
My heart broke in half when I saw GTC was on Hiatus AGAIN.
I did not want this to happen, this is now how I wanted it to be.
GTC is one of the most enjoyable things I did when I was on gaia.
At one point, it was the only thing that kept me on gaia.
I really don't know why I stopped participating, I just DID. If I missed a show, I missed the whole enjoyable experience...
It just happened and for that I am ashamed.
I simply remember last time the GTC was on Hiatus, I simply bugged the s**t out of Arq wanting it to be revived. And now that it's back on Hiatus, I feel like I've failed in a sense.
During my time here, I've auditioned for every show I could and I've tried my best to show up for everything that was possible. I even went to the extent of IMing Arq and asking to do something for the GTC. I asked to help... I wanted to do something that made me feel like I was doing something for this place. Yes it seems that Arq is the boss around here, but it is only because she does so much for the place. She created the thread, edited the thread, everything.
I can only guarantee that when the GTC comes off Hiatus, I will be here waiting for it. This part only makes me want to help even more. So arq if you are reading this you, still have at least one faithful member here.