Lulu the Mainspring Lady
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- Posted: Wed, 06 Mar 2013 23:25:57 +0000
Glitches.
We love them. Or hate them. Or both. But do you ever... get attached?
I can think of a few cases off the top of my head where people have become quite fond of their glitches- sometimes after having wrestled with them for years. I'm in a class on Grief and Loss right now (I'm an excellent student, shh), and it seems apparent that any emotional feeling- positive or negative- toward a person or object does have a cognitive consequence of some sort when it is lost.
I am not, of course, saying that one must cry like a child when they lose a glitch that they have incorporated into part of their digital character or being. However, I, for one, have had glitches that I have struggled to work around, then found it unexpectedly corrected. Suddenly, you don't see that block of green pixels on your screen anymore- your hair doesn't cut off in that awkward yet cool way, or your leg mod doesn't get that odd blue glitter around it from the Twilight skin. But how can that be? It's done that for years- and perhaps in some way it's a little digital representation of the unstoppable march of time. Progress, with the old left behind- it's good, isn't it? So why do you still miss that which bothered you in the first place? It looked awkward. And silly. And you didn't like it. And yet you did, and you somehow miss clicking your tongue at it even if you never hit 'save' when it occurred.
One could apply it just as readily to site glitches- inconveniences! A pox on your digital experience! And yet, I will admit, I still think of that Sushi error screen, and miss it terribly. It wasn't so much the glitch itself- it was that snapshot in time. My teenage years. Youth. A time I hated! I was a miserable little bint that pushed her desk as close as it could go to the teachers', and wrote soppy emo gothic poetry about what a special ******** snowflake I was. I was tremendously unhappy at the time- but I was young, and the future held an air of mystery, and the reality hadn't lived up to my lofty, impossible imaginings.
Perhaps the nostalgic clinging to things we didn't enjoy to begin with is more a sort of fear. Of aging? Of being left behind? Of, ultimately, mortality, either insofar as cultural presence or our very earthly being? Or perhaps I shouldn't have had as much coffee before I came to this class? (seriously, it was like a litre).
Spoons, because things seem to get chatterboxed if you assume people can find their own discussion points and thus I must patronize:
- Have YOU ever attached to a glitch? Or have you seen another do so? Maybe you're doing it right now?
- How did you, or they, react? Was it more intense, or different to what you expected?
- Did you think it silly or irrational? (in which case I hope I've elucidated the reasons for you somewhat here)
- What's your theory on why it happens, anyway? (Mine is from applying assorted theories of grief to it)
- Should I resave my avatar, or remain a sea beast who is celebrating his newest hat acquisition with his best friend Fred Floaty-Eyes?
- Why did I drink so much coffee when I don't really want to piss my pants in class?
EDIT:
I'll add it to the spoons, as well:
- What of people that lord their now-unattainable glitches over others? ... What does that say to you? ... Ever feel a bit of schadenfreude when they lose it after being so exclusionary over it?
- What benefits are there to you with these glitches? Notoriety? New glitched friends (as was the case with the Invisibones?)
We love them. Or hate them. Or both. But do you ever... get attached?
I can think of a few cases off the top of my head where people have become quite fond of their glitches- sometimes after having wrestled with them for years. I'm in a class on Grief and Loss right now (I'm an excellent student, shh), and it seems apparent that any emotional feeling- positive or negative- toward a person or object does have a cognitive consequence of some sort when it is lost.
I am not, of course, saying that one must cry like a child when they lose a glitch that they have incorporated into part of their digital character or being. However, I, for one, have had glitches that I have struggled to work around, then found it unexpectedly corrected. Suddenly, you don't see that block of green pixels on your screen anymore- your hair doesn't cut off in that awkward yet cool way, or your leg mod doesn't get that odd blue glitter around it from the Twilight skin. But how can that be? It's done that for years- and perhaps in some way it's a little digital representation of the unstoppable march of time. Progress, with the old left behind- it's good, isn't it? So why do you still miss that which bothered you in the first place? It looked awkward. And silly. And you didn't like it. And yet you did, and you somehow miss clicking your tongue at it even if you never hit 'save' when it occurred.
One could apply it just as readily to site glitches- inconveniences! A pox on your digital experience! And yet, I will admit, I still think of that Sushi error screen, and miss it terribly. It wasn't so much the glitch itself- it was that snapshot in time. My teenage years. Youth. A time I hated! I was a miserable little bint that pushed her desk as close as it could go to the teachers', and wrote soppy emo gothic poetry about what a special ******** snowflake I was. I was tremendously unhappy at the time- but I was young, and the future held an air of mystery, and the reality hadn't lived up to my lofty, impossible imaginings.
Perhaps the nostalgic clinging to things we didn't enjoy to begin with is more a sort of fear. Of aging? Of being left behind? Of, ultimately, mortality, either insofar as cultural presence or our very earthly being? Or perhaps I shouldn't have had as much coffee before I came to this class? (seriously, it was like a litre).
Spoons, because things seem to get chatterboxed if you assume people can find their own discussion points and thus I must patronize:
- Have YOU ever attached to a glitch? Or have you seen another do so? Maybe you're doing it right now?
- How did you, or they, react? Was it more intense, or different to what you expected?
- Did you think it silly or irrational? (in which case I hope I've elucidated the reasons for you somewhat here)
- What's your theory on why it happens, anyway? (Mine is from applying assorted theories of grief to it)
- Should I resave my avatar, or remain a sea beast who is celebrating his newest hat acquisition with his best friend Fred Floaty-Eyes?
- Why did I drink so much coffee when I don't really want to piss my pants in class?
EDIT:
I'll add it to the spoons, as well:
- What of people that lord their now-unattainable glitches over others? ... What does that say to you? ... Ever feel a bit of schadenfreude when they lose it after being so exclusionary over it?
- What benefits are there to you with these glitches? Notoriety? New glitched friends (as was the case with the Invisibones?)



lol the artist totally didn't even bother pixel'ing the scarf area behind the head XD). although to be fair, i think lately artists are getting better at making sure that the area directly behind the avatar is also pixelated in. it's just that corner cutting shows up quite a bit with older items, especially the cheap sponsor/non-cash items.